Incapable of loving you

Chapter 44

Meek-

"Meek I don't think she wants to talk to you right now..." I ran my hands over my face leaning back on the car seat. "Is she still mad coz I left?"

"Yeah... That and something else..." She said. "What else?" I asked and she remained silent. "Oh no Sherika don't tell me you told her..." I said and she remained silent again. "YOU TOLD HER???!!"

"Meek I'm sorry, it just slipped out. I was trying to make her calm down and I accidentally mentioned it without even thinking. i'm sorry but you do know that even if I didn't say anything she would have found out eventually."

"Yes but she would have found out from me and I would have known how to handle it!" I semi-yelled at Sherika as I told Tak to increase his speed.

"Well, forgive me for not being able to hide something so serious from my best friend."

"If only you had kept your mouth shut we wouldn't have been here!"

"Nigga, if you told her the truth from the jump we wouldn't have been having this conversation!"

"You really do have a smart mouth. Damn! We'll be back in less than 2 hours. Keep her calm in the meantime.... Please." She agreed to it before I hang up. "Yo Tak, step on it. We gotta be there as soon as possible before she packs up and leaves a nigga." "Nah cuz. We all know she ain't going nowhere." Tak said and all the chasers agreed with him. "Y'all don't know Nicki. My baby crazy!" I said as Tak sped down the highway. I just hope I'll find her when I get there.

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Nicki pov:

I can't believe this. Lies on top of other lies. I am done with this shit. I opened the closet and started gathering my clothes and throwing them on the bed while still holding my womb which couldn't have chosen a worse time to start hurting. I leaped back and forth from the closet to the bed gathering my clothes throwing them in the suitcase. I wanted to get done before Meek got back. A part of me doesn't want to leave but I am too tired of all this. Furthermore, it's not like I didn't warn him.

"And what do you think you are doing?!" Sherika startled me as she walked into the room. I looked at her and continued packing my things. I expected her to try and stop me but she stood the for a few watching me then she walked to the closet and started helping me. I gave her a confused look and she stopped turning to look at me. "Why are you looking at me like that? I'm just helping you move your things." She said to me with a flat voice.

"Aren't you going to try and stop me?" I asked and she chuckled. "Why should I? It's what you want right? You want to up and leave because you are mad at your nigga, right?" She said with her voice full of judgement. "Sherika you don't understand. I'm just tired of the lies. He just left even without caring I was sick. I told him if he leaves he will find me gone when he gets back. I'm just standing my ground."

"So you are just trying to prove a point? Have you stopped and thought of how much he has risked life and risked losing everything including his freedom, his reputation and all that just so he could keep you safe from that bitch, may her soul rest in peace, away from you, away from your relationship. Go ahead and leave. Leave a nigga who takes care of you and loves you unconditionally. Weren't you the same person telling me how he was willing to sacrifice his relationship with his mother just to be with you and you want to throw all that away. What happened to, 'I want an eternity with him.' or this is your definition of eternity? If it wasn't for him, Lord knows the type of relationship you'd have with your mother. If he didn't insist on seeing your mom God knows what would have happened to Caiah! But no, you want to prove that you can stand your ground. Well, carry your bag and let's go. Since you want to leave the one nigga who will kill... no wait, who HAS killed to be with you and ensure you are safe. Let's go so that you can look for another nigga who will do for you what Rihmeek has done for your stubborn ass!"