Incapable of loving you

Chapter 7

Meek pov -

It was 10:00 Nicki had just got in the shower I had about 30 minutes to set the mood before she came back down . I got the fire back going and I got the graham crackers and marshmallows out. Along with the strawberries , chocolate syrup and whip cream but that's for later oh yeah let's not forget the ciroc. The cabin had surround sound speakers so I had a sex playlist on my phone every man has one if they don't they lying. I had it build up to the real freaky stuff. She was obsessed with Beyoncé so I added her. Everything was perfect I turned my phone off and put on the table. She finally came downstairs in pajama shorts and a tank top .

Meek - Hey baby

She stopped and listened and looked around and giggled.

Meek - What's funny ?

She bit her lip and shook her head "nothing" and sat next to me in front of the fire. I gave her a stick with a marshmallow at the end. I threw my arm around her and she laid on my shoulder. We sat in a comfortable silence until

Meek- So guess who just called wanting to know who dat pretty little girl was on my Instagram.

She giggled

Nicki- who ?

Meek- my mom

Nicki- Oh God she seen that video

Meek- yeah she wanted to know all about you and most importantly if I was serious about you .

Nicki- What you say ?

Meek- I told her the truth I never met nobody like you . I told her you was special, you was different and I was really digging you .

Nicki- Aw so you and your mom real close?

We pulled our marshmallows out and put them on the graham cracker along with the a piece of chocolate.

Meek- Yeah of course I talk to her everyday and my sister. They know everything. Every problem I have I talk to them . What about you ? You close to your mom ?

Nicki- We going through a rough patch right now. She went back to my father after all the shit she did. She acts like she can't live without that man and that bothers me. I love her and always will I just can't fuck with her right now .

Meek- Maybe she just love him to much to leave

Nicki- Rihmeek he tried to kill her ! How could you love somebody after that I just don't understand.

Meek- you said he was unstable right ?

Nicki- yeah he has a bad drug problem

Meek- maybe he got help or maybe she feels she can help .

Nicki- I don't wanna talk about it no more

I saw a tear come out her eye I wiped it and kissed her lips .

Meek- don't cry let me see that pretty smile

She shook her head no

Meek- let me see that smile

I blew on her cheek making it vibrate and she giggled a little. I kissed her lips agian and went down to her neck .

Meek- relax

She was tense and nervous I could tell . I went to the table and poured her a shot of ciroc .

Meek- Drink this

Nicki- what is it ?

Meek- you don't trust me ?

She shrugged and took the shot and slowly drunk all of it .she shook a little. I took one back quickly and went back to kissing her . She was still a little tense.