I say I don't need him.. That's a lie.. I honestly need him more than ever.. He was literally the only person I could tell every thing to.. But I fucked up and he hates me. I can kinda tell something's to my other friend but not as much. Now he hates me and there's nothing I can do about it so, fuck it. I'm done trying with people. I'm done letting them in. The few friends I have and who I met online I'll still be friends with them.. Only if they still want to..
