2~My Demons

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January 28, 2016

Through all my life
A shade was all I had
Hiding under the darkness
Lost and scared
But since I've grown in it
I was all used to it

The cold of the dark
No sight of light
The loneliness...
The loneliness I had

No, let me correct myself
The darkness is with me
It always was
So I am the dark
Please don't leave me
Please, Oh Please don't
I've got no one, nothing else

Darkness surrounds me
And darkness is within me
The dark consumes me

Don't feel bad for me
Don't ever
It's not like you'll ever appreciate me
Nor understand me
I hate pity

Now I think I shall leave
For good
Live with the demons
I'll finally see them
Down there

Yes, you guessed it
Hell

It's not a fiery pit of pain
Hell is a cold world
Filled with nothing but...
Darkness...
Pitch dark.

But I'm used to the dark
The darkness within me
Around me

And I'll surely see the demons there
The demons that was always inside me
The demons that make up... Me

Now let me correct myself once more
I'm not alone.
Darkness is with me
And my childhood friends are with me...
My demons.

-Kimberly

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