Complications // Ziam #Wattys2016

Mine

HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD PILLOW TALK? OMFG MY WHOLE EXISTENCE IS SLAYED I CAN'T I'M SO FREAKING PROUD OF HIM. OUR BABY MORE THAN FREAKING SMASHED IT TOO MUCH OF A TUNE.

Zayn's POV

Harry dropped us off, giving me a smirk when we walked around his side of the car to go inside of the building. "Told you he gets what he wants babe, be careful." Harry says before driving off. We get inside the building taking the stairs up to our apartment. As soon as we got inside kicking off my shoes I crashed on the couch letting out a huge breath. Niall walks over sitting on the couch next to me, we sit in silence for a good 2 minutes before he turns to face me breaking the quiet bubble. "Well?" He questions raising an eyebrow no doubt waiting on me to explain to him what happened between me and Liam. "What?" I respond opting to play dumb in hopes of him just dismissing this talk all together.

"Don't play dumb Zayn you know what I mean, what happened between you and Liam?" Swallowing the lump in my throat I take a breath, fuck it. I tell Niall everything that happened, from the impromptu makeout session to the date. "Oh my freaking god." Niall gasps when I'm done his mouth open in shock. "Little Zaynie is getting some!? Just when I thought you would be alone and stuck with you right hand your whole life." He cackles no doubt finding this amusing, " Don't be a fucking arse," I say hitting him with the pillow next to me huffing as his laughing only gets louder.

"Oh come on Zayn lighten up bruv," He says out of breath from his laughing suddenly his face turns serious." Are you going to go on the date though I mean the way you told it, it didn't really sound like you agreed?"

I honestly don't know what I am going to do. Equal parts of me are excited I can still feel the buzz under my skin like a itch I can't seem to scratch I want this date, I want him. But then again there's this side that screams no that this is a bad idea and weirdly that eggs me on makes me wanna do this even more. So now there's the question, should I?

"Yea I am," I say just deciding to go with it "Not like he gave me much of a choice anyway kind of just demanded it." Slightly shivering remembering the way his voice sounded deep and rumbling running through my body and warming my bones. He's going to be the death of me.

"Be careful Zayn they may seem nice but if you cross them they're dangerous especially Liam I've heard of what he's capable of and its sick."

"I'm a big boy Niall I can take care of myself and you can't judge him off of what you heard people talk doesn't mean it's always true." I say getting up surprised to find myself defending Liam, what the hell I've only known the guy a few days and I'm already defending him. "Hey calm down I'm just telling you be careful I love you man and I don't want you getting hurt."

"Yea I know babe I just don't know this whole thing confuses me but all I know is that i wanna go through with this you never know until you try right?" I question trying to find something else to explain why I'm feeling this way but I know it will always go back to one thing. Want.

"Ok good enough of this relationship talk go make me something to eat I'm hungry." Niall says tapping my bum while he grabs the remote turning on the tv to a footie match. "The hell I look like a house wife?" I retort walking over to the kitchen starting to pull things out to make some Spaghetti, "No but you sure do have the bum of one." He responds with a cheeky smile sending a small wink my way before turning back to the game.

There was once something between me and Niall wasn't really much of a relationship more like a 'fuck when no one else is around' type of thing. It didn't work out we both started to fall and decided it would be best to just stay friends and I'm glad we made that decision and could still have him with me now.