Remember when I made you laugh and you literally fell into the floor laughing?
I do. Although I don't remember exactly what I had said because I was half drunk but I do remember how you spit out your drink and started laughing.
Your laugh is such a beautiful sound, like hearing music and feeling calm and happy as soon as it was heard.
You fell onto the floor laughing and I watched you, a wide smile spreading across my face as I watched you, a bundle of joy.
Making you laugh was probably one of my favorite things. Hearing the sound of pure happiness come out of you and seeing your tongue poke out was adorable.
We used to have great laughs together, many inside jokes that made absolutely no sense yet could make us laugh till we were in tears.
I miss that. I miss laughing with you. Sitting with you on your bed at 3 in the morning and hearing you whisper something odd and then just bursting out laughing, I miss that.
It was incredible how happy we were around each other. I'm looking through my videos in my camera roll and so many of them are of you. Your smile, laugh, you. You happy. You with me. Us.
Damn it, I want it back. I want those times back. We were so cheerful and you were the only one who could crack a smile out of me when I felt like I could never be happy again.
We could make each other happy no matter what because we had gotten to know each other that well that we knew how to get a smile out no matter what.
But that was before.
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Before You Leave // Phan
Fanfiction❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞
