mystries of magic (soon to be rewritten)

CHAPTER 10

CHAPTER 10

            “Let’s take a break and go get some lunch, you guys must be really hungry,” Rebecca said at about noon.

            Rebecca was working with me while Ash worked with Robert on what looks martial arts, he looked like he was having fun while working. Me on the other hand, was not having fun at all, I was doing sit ups, pushups, pull ups, and lifting weights. I would gladly take Ash’s place anytime, anything to get out of pushups. All day we worked on this only taking time off for meals.

            When evening finally got here I was about to collapse on the floor without even eating dinner. I waked strait to my bed and fell on it. A little while later Rebecca came in and said that it was time for dinner and that I needed to get up and come eat but I don’t feel like eating at all, I just want to stay where I am on this bed.

            Sometime later someone else came in the room but I don’t know who it is because I have my face shoved in my pillow, but when someone sits beside me in know that its Ash checking on me or that it’s really late and he has come to go to bed. I look up and see that he is looking at me.

            “What do I have something on my face?” I ask.

            “No, you are just so beautiful when you are tired and I can’t help but starring at you,” he said and then turned and laid down on his back next to me.

            “You always say that you know and it’s kind of annoying. You always say that I am beautiful and pretty, but I know that you are just saying that and that I am not pretty or beautiful,” I say and lay my head back on my pillow but in a way so that I can still see his face.

            “Don’t say that because you are beautiful, and you are pretty. I don’t ever want to hear what you just said come out of your mouth again. Do you hear me?” he asks.

            “Yes, but--,” Before I could finish, his lips were on mine. His soft, warm lips on mine is something that I will never be able to explain because it was like I was being pulled into his minded and can feel what he is feeling, thinking, seeing, and how he feels about me. How much he loves me and was just afraid to say it, he is afraid how I will take it if he said that he loves me. “I love you,” I say while his lips are still on mine. Without even thinking I start to kiss him back, harder and harder. It’s like I can’t get enough of him, slowly I open my mouth and let him kiss me deeper, making our connection stronger.

            Suddenly we hear a knock on the door and we stop kissing and lay flat on our backs trying to look like nothing was happening all the while trying to figure out what happened and why I could see in his head, Could he see in my head? I wonder.

            “Can I come in?” Rebecca asks.

            “Yeah, why not,” I say.

            She opens the door and slowly comes in looking like she is ready to pull us apart if we are getting “physical” with each other. “Just wanted to know if you wanted a snack Skyler,” she said clearly uncomfortable.

            “No thank you,” I said. “Have a good night,” I say while she is shutting the door. When it is shut and in know that she is not standing there anymore I turn to Ash so that I can look him in the eyes and say, “I love you so much that I would do anything for you, and I want you to be safe, and I want you to stop worrying about me. I am a big girl and can worry and take care of myself.” Then I kiss him again clearly taking him by surprise.

            After a while he pulls back and says, “I know you can take care of yourself, it’s just that I love you so much that I can’t stand to think about you getting hurt or anything like that. That’s why I didn’t tell you I love you, because I thought you would get mad at me or something.” He looks down like he is ashamed that he said that, when I think it’s the nicest, sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me.

            “That is so nice, nobody has ever said that to me or even cared about my feelings. You are the nicest, kindest, sweetest boy I have ever met and I want to stay with you forever, as long as you will take me for who I am and not try to change me.”

            “I have never wanted to change you, I want you to stay the same that you are now. I have loved you ever since I saw you over that guys shoulder, I love you now, and I will always love you for who you are. I never want to leave you and I don’t want to ever hurt your feelings at all. I’m sorry if I am being overly protective but I just can’t help it because I love you so much.” He said and then kissed me like no other kiss he had ever give me.

            After a while of kissing I pull back and put my hands on his chest and say, “I love you a lot, but I am not ready to do it, I hope you understand. There is just a lot of stuff going on and I am just not ready. I’m sorry.”

            “It’s ok, I never make you do anything that you don’t want to do, and I’ll love you just the same, even if I don’t get to show you just how much I love you the way I want to,” Ash said, “You shouldn’t be sorry either, if I was going through all the stuff that you are going through right now I wouldn’t even begin to be able to think about that. All I ask is that you be happy.”

            “You are a remarkably wonderful boy, thank you for understanding and not pushing me. I just want to let you know that I am happy whenever you are around and that will never change.” I said. “I love you so much and I want to tell that I’m really happy I have you here for me.”