Being Miss Anderson

Chapter 6 - Telling Zayn Everything

Maddie's P.O.V

When I felt someone come and sit down next to me, I turned my head and saw that it was Zayn, I smiled at him and went back to playing. (Music studio on the side) After I was finished playing, I got up and held my hand out for Zayn to hold, he intwined his fingers with mine and started walking to the door. I pulled him back to me and went into the room next door to the studio. I got into the elevator and Zayn pushed me against the wall. He crashed his lips onto mine and we started hooking up. We pulled away right about the same time the bell on the elevator went. The doors opened and we walked into my room. From outside you cannot see my room because you have to go through a lot of doors to get to it. We walked over to my bed and layed down facing each other. I heard my phone vibrate on the bedside table, brought it to me and layed back down next to Zayn. I open the text to see it's a message from Harry.

'Hey Maddie, since when have you and Simon been close and do you know where Zayn is? We are going out for dinner - H'

'Hey Hazz, me and Simon have been close for a while now and I do not know where he is. Don't worry about him, I will cook for me and him - M'

"Let me guess, Harry asked how you know Simon, he doesn't know where I am and that they are going out for dinner" Zayn said while playing with my fingers. 

"Haha yeah, all three correct. But before you go, I want to talk to you" I said while tracing his tattoos with my fingers. 

"Whatever you tell me I will keep it a secret between us" Zayn said while looking in my eyes. 

"Alright the first thing is how  I know Simon. So Simon and my dad are best friends but they had a falling out a while ago, they still talk only if it's buisness. The first time I ran away from home is when I got abused and raped by my mum and step dad..I never cried in front of them because I would get beaten and beaten all the time, Dad knew it was going on but he was too busy with his girlfriend at the time and kicked me out. I knew there was only place to go and it was London. I know what you are thinking, why go to London? I chose London because it is the most far away place possible from my mum. The day that I ran away was my birthday January 16th, Simon found me roaming the streets and he knew who I was. He took me in and I told him everything from start to beginning. Which is what you're hearing" I said, trying not to cry, though there were tears in my eyes, I know they will not fall right now. 

"Oh My God...why didn't you tell your dad?" Zayn asked while rubbing his thumb over my cheeks in a nice feeling way. 

"Because he didn't believe me. That's why you hear me sing so many times and especially at night. Harry does know about this because his family took me in when you boys went on your first tour." I said while looking into his eyes. 

"Is there a second thing?" Zayn asked

"Yes, when I got home from London, my dad won custody over me and so I moved in with my dad and became a model. I started dating Jamie and he was helping me through it all, one day I was at the gym and I got a phone call from my doctor. He said I have breast cancer and that is why I smoke the weed because it relieves all the stress. No matter where I am. I still go into depression. When me and dad were yelling at each other. He knew I was right so he called up Simon to ask if I was okay because dad has to always know if I am alright." I said as I shed a few tears. It felt good to let it all out, never thought I was that strong to talk about it. 

"Wow! You and Jamie are close aren't you? I actually don't know what to say so I am just going to do this" After saying that he kissed me on the lips passionately. When we were finished kissing, both of us decided to go back downstairs. We went through the elevator and out of the studio and down the stairs, before we walked into the kitchen we let go of each other hands.