Being Miss Anderson

Chapter 19 - GTA, Longboarding and Spain?

Maddie's P.O.V

Here we all are sitting on the bus on the road to somewhere, me playing GTA V with a headset on so i can talk to the others back at home while playing. The boys were watching me play and im pretty sure they were pretty impressed with my skills of playing PS3.

"Maddie, the gang needs drugs, send some over?" Jamie called out. Yes im playing with Jamie, also with Seedsman, Beams and O'Brien. Don't ask me why. 

"Jamie, i dont have the gangs password, its online. I need to kill someone wait." I said to him and the boys all looked at me weirdly. Don't they play GTA?

I paused the game, took my headset off and turned around to face the boys. 

"I have a question for you guys, have you ever played a GTA game?" I asked them.

"Nope" All of them told me.

"What do you play?" I asked them.

"Black Ops, Call Of Duty" They said 

"Ew, do you guys play Halo, Slender?" I asked them. 

"Nope, never heard of them in my life." Harry said to me

"We have a question for you now, what do you do with your life?" Niall asked me.

"Haha, well, on a school night i usually just have my laptop on my lap, music on, twitter, tumblr and facebook open and just stalk and reblog photos. On a friday night, i usually go to the footy, soccer or rugby, then go out afterwards, have a few drinks. If im not doing anything on a Saturday night, i play NBA2k13, Fifa14, GTA V, Halo, Fast and Furious, Need For Speed, while with a headset on so i talk to other people why playing." I said to them, 

"Why?" Harry asked me laughing with all the others laughing as well. 

"Because those things keep me away from hurting myself. It keeps me away from depression and the drugs. It also keeps me away from the boys that break my heart all the time" I said to them with tears threatening to spill from my eyes. 

I got up and walked out of the lounge and realized we had stopped at the venue, I needed to get away so I went to the one bus that I knew would keep me from crying. I walked onto the 5 Seconds of Summer bus and found everyone in the back part of the bus. The boys were too busy that they didnt recongize me so i went over to Michael and sat on his lap and cried. This boy has been through so much with me. Michael wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered into my ear soothing words. 

"Maddie, its okay..we're all here. You can sleep with me on the double bed tonight if you want.?" He whispered into my ear. I stood up and held out my hand for him to take which he gladly took. 

Before walking upstairs, I turned and said to the boys "If the lads ask where I am, can you please not tell them that I'm here" All of them nodded their heads and said goodnight to us. 

Me and Michael walked upstairs and he gave me one of his shirts to sleep in. I changed and got into bed. Few minutes later Michael came in and cuddled me. My phone beeped and I turned and saw a text from the boyfriend.

'Zayn <3 - Just tell me that you're safe wherever you are tonight. I can't sleep without not knowing you are okay. Love you xx'

'Maddie :) - I am fine, don't worry where I am, I will see you tomorrow at soundcheck. Love you too xx'

'Zayn <3 - goodnight beautiful :) love you to the moon and back <3'

'Maddie :) - goodnight handsom :) love you always and forever <3'

"Mmm Maddie, get off your phone and cuddle with me" Michael said into my shoulder. 

I put my phone on charge and turned around in Michael's arms so I was facing him. "So, wanna tell me why you ran to this bus crying? Because I don't like seeing my best friend cry" He said to me while tracing patterns with his fingers on my waist. "Mmm do I really have to?" I asked him while running my fingers up and down his chest. "Yes, we were quite surprised to see you on this tour. Those boys, don't know that we are good friends do they?" He said while tracing the line of my panties. "They were laughing when I told them I play PlayStation to keep me away from depression and from doing drugs" I said to him while cuddling into his chest.