Being Miss Anderson

Chapter 27 - Going Home and Jamie Elliott?

Maddie’s P.O.V

"Maddie... you going to do it?" Michael said to me.

"Yes, and I need all of you guy's help with this" I said to everyone.

"What are we helping with?" Luke asked.

"I'm going home for a couple of weeks, to sort myself out. I'll be back with you guys when you're in America" I said to them

"Okay, so what do you need help with?" Ashton asked

"I need help getting out of here without being seen by paparazzi, as well as to the airport" I said to them.

"And how the fuck is that going to work?" Calum asked.

"We can get Michael to drive the Range Rover, no one will see us and then we have to hide when saying goodbye on the tarmac" Luke said.

We did that perfectly and I even stopped off at the One Direction dressing room where I put on the table a letter for them all to read.  We got into the car and I turned on the radio and plugged my phone in. We had a mini jam session listening to All Time Low and Sleeping with Sirens.

When we got to the tarmac where my plane was waiting for me, and I grabbed my guitar case and handbag that contained all my medication, music book and drawing book for the plane ride home. I gave the guitar to the pilot and turn back around to the boys.

I gave Ashton a hug first and he whispered into my ear "we're going to play every show just for you". I gave him a kiss on the cheek and moved onto Calum who was willing to give me a hug straight away. "Stay safe and Skype us all the time. I don't give a fuck about the different times. And I'll tell the boys that you left because you're brother needed you, not the real reason" I pulled away from the hug gave him a smile and a kiss on the cheek as a thank you. Luke was the next boy and this was going to be hard to do but I had to do it before they were needed back. "I'm going to miss my music buddy but have an amazing time and don't let anything get to you. Just remember I'll always be a phone call away." I gave him a kiss on the cheek and moved onto Michael. I gave him a hug and shed a few tears. He is my bestest friend, the one that I lost my virginity to, the one who is always there for me no matter what it is. I love this guy in a friend’s way. "Don't cry" He said. "You're going to make me cry! I love you and I'm going to miss you but I know this is what you need. If you go to Sydney visit my mum, she misses her daughter. This is going to be a hard few days without you hear but I want to keep talking to you, text, and call, DM or Skype. Promise me that you will do that?" He said to me. "I promise, and I love you too" I let go of him and stood in front of him, he brought his thumb up and wiped away my tears. I gave him a peck on the lips, a friendly peck and turned and walked away. (Picture of 5SOS on the side) 

When I got to the last step before walking in, I turned around and said to them all "Keep playing the way you have been playing, I'm still there in your hearts and I know you will be awesome. I'll call you or text you that I am home safe. Don't say much about me leaving, leave it a couple of days before you tell them that you were the only ones to say goodbye to me. I love you all and have fun! I'll see you four in America" With the last word, I walked into the plane and saw Jamie sitting there waiting for me. I don't think I have ever been happier in my life. He came over to me and gave me a hug and brought me to where he was sitting and sat me down next to him. We were talking for ages until I let him go to sleep. I wasn't tired because of the medication, so I decided to write some music. I took my notepad that looked more like a journal out and grabbed one of my artistic pencils and started writing... this is what I usually do to calm me down or when I'm sad.

As high as the moon

So high were my spirits

When you sang out my name