Male Anime Characters X Reader

Azusa Mukami X Reader~ First Crush

You had been at the Mukami mansion for a year now, after escaping from the Sakamaki brothers. The Mukami brothers treated you better. Even thought they could be harsh sometimes. You didn't know what you were to them but the four vampires have a special place in your heart. Especially Azusa as he is your favourite out of them and the most attractive. Most people would go for Ruki and not some depressed, suicidal Mukami. But, you are attracted to the whole "Emo" or "Goth" look and personality. Even if it means that they are suicidal.

You walked outside around the gardens. The Mukami's trusted that you wouldn't try running away. You felt like you were being watched and dismissed it until it came again.

You angrily looked over your shoulder at the Mukami mansion. Azusa was watching you from his bedroom window. Your face softens but Azusa lets the curtain close, blocking your view of him. You know feel guilty that you knew Azusa saw you looking at him angrily. It wasn't his fault but the Sakamaki's because of their eyes that were constantly on you. Even a year later that habit still hadn't died.

You starred up at the Moon and you could recall Subaru Sakamaki doing the same thing. You didn't mind Subaru and you secretly miss him. Not that you would admit it to anyone other then yourself.

You headed back to the mansion after your peaceful walk. Ruki was reading a book and he looked up at you giving you a nod, which you returned. You guessed that Kou would be practicing singing. While you didn't know where Yuma was or do what.

You walked up the grand staircase, running your hand along the polished wood. Once your foot hit the top step you could hear noises and as you kept getting closer. You started to fear what was happening. You quickened your pace and found out that it's Azusa yelling. You hesitated for a moment at the door but what he was saying was scarring you.

You swing the door open to see Azusa sitting on the floor by the window. Violently slicing up and down his arms with one of his many daggers/knives yelling "you must be punished!!! Punished!!! PUNISHED!!!"

You ran over to him dropping onto your knees in front of him. His blood flying onto your skin. He didn't notice you at all and seems to be in a trance like state.

You took his knife/dagger out of his hand and stabbed it into the floor. While quickly grabbing both of his hands squeezing them. His eyes were glazed over and he panted looking into your eyes but not seeing. "Why doesn't she love me?" He says looking down.

As his senses returned to him he started shaking and he looked up into your eyes. His eyes widened and you both blushed and he was gone. You sighed and clenched your hands into fists banging the floor a few times. Little did you know Azusa was in fact on the other side of his room.

The noise of blankets moving made you look over your shoulder to see Azusa sitting on the edge of his bed. Blood ran down his arms and you quickly got up grabbing some bandages. Started at the floor and you cautiously grabbed his hand to hold up his arm. He still starred at the floor and you continued and wrapped his arms fully in bandages.

Once you finished Azusa crawled under his blankets and hugged the covers to his chest. You hung his hat on one of his beds bedpost. You then leaned down brushing his hair out of his face and kissed him on the cheek. You turn turned around and took one step before you felt long fingers wrap around your wrist lightly. "Please...stay..." Azusa voice broke the silence.

You turned and faced him while he looked up into your eyes from his bed. You smiled softly
"ok Azusa". He pulled back the blankets and you laid down on your side facing him. He blushed, pink dusting his cheek at your closeness.
"Thank...you...(Y/N)..." Azusa says avoiding your eyes
"no problem, Azusa"
he looked back into your eyes.

"How come...you don't...love...me?" He says his voice wavering and he starts crying. You instantly snuggle closer to him wiping his tears away
"I never said that I don't love you" his eyes widened and you continued "I was scared when I felt eyes on me. I thought someone was going to jump out and kill me" you say.

You had snuggled even closer to Azusa and your bodies are pressed up against each other. You lean closer to him and softly kiss him on the lips. He doesn't respond for a second then realises what's happening and kisses you back shyly. After you break away you smile "I love you Azusa"
"I...I...love...you too...(Y/N) he blushes.
"you're so adorable" you tap Azusa on the nose.
"you're so...beautiful...even...in the...moonlight". Azusa  cups your cheek and runs his thumb over your cheekbone. He kisses you on your forehead
"sleep..." He says and kisses you lightly with so much gentleness,. That you didn't know a vampire could posses.

You roll over and face towards the door to Azusa's bedroom door. After a few seconds Azusa's arms wrap around your waist and he pulls you back against him more. Azusa buries his face in the crook of your neck and his breath tickling your sensitive skin. He kisses your neck once "please...sleep...now...I-I...love you...(Y/N)...you are...safe". You close your eyes touched by Azusa's words. You are his first crush...