I woke up, cold crisp air lingering in the room. I adjusted my gaze. "Where am I..?" I looked around to see my fingers interlocked with someone elses. "Violet.. Your okay.." His eyes were red, and he choked on his words. "Well yeah.. What happened James..?" He looked down, the scuffed linoleum in his sight. "I came for you Violet. I was an idiot.. I cut you off unexpectedly, I know.. But what where you doing in the sea, Violet?" Inhaling my breath, I averted my eyes. "James, you slowly killed me inside. I was getting eaten inside. I couldn't take it no more.." His eyes were now locked with mine, and I saw guilt standing in his deep blue eyes. "Never do that again. Now, are you fine?" I smiled a fake smile at him. "Yeah."
Honestly, I wasn't okay.
Honestly, I wish he'd realise.
I wish he'd realise how much I was hurting.
When I got home it was about 8pm, and my mother was fussing over me constantly. I groaned for the 100th time and stalked upstairs, lying on my bed. James was there for me. James was.. Kind? James doesn't know how I'm feeling though. No one does.
AN// this is short af, but idk what to write !! comment ideas? Xx and should i keep on writing this or make a new book similar with better quality ? X
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RomanceA young girl falls for a boy online who she loves, and he doesn't realise shes slowly dying inside with hidden feelings. © maddove.
