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ending (:

This story has an end, but my depression and mourning doesn't. Violet, I miss you, I love you, I wish that I wasn't such a dick.. Take the opportunity while you can.. not when its gone. I would kill myself with you, but I know you'd call me a loser for making myself seem like Romeo and your Juliet. So I won't. As I said before, I will live for both of us, I will make an end if there is one for both of us. Even though your gone, you will always be with me. Always. I will never forgive myself for the stupid mistake I made, but I will forgive myself for allowing you to smile at the start of our story.

      Believe me Violet.. I have always loved you.

                   But you were oblivious to it.

I remember the start of 'us,' when we fucked around and then got attached to each other. My apparent 'twin,' and also the apparent name of my children when I had them. I will take full blame for this Violet.. I know why, how, when, and who caused this death. Myself.

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*2 YEARS LATER *

The room erupted with applause as I slid the ring onto Margo. She smiled up at me, her small frame being shadowed by my tall appearance. As the priest beckoned the last words, I smashed my lips down onto hers, the crowd making more noise now. I couldn't help but feel guilt urging itself up my body, the memories of Violet flooding back into my mind. The way I treated her, the way I MADE her commit suicide.. I was a terrible human being. I am twenty seven, with 2 children: Luke and Violet. I promised her before this happened I'd name my kid Violet, after her presence.

Although I am getting married, I still have hidden feelings for Violets' dead soul.

                Never forget that Violet: never forget me.

AN// so this is the ending ! i might post other stories like this but with a different story line, so just leave a comment if you want that. i know this wasnt a long chapter, so in the start of my new book ill try and make it long. love you all and thank you for reading this book! :) xx - jess.