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((Just to let you know this is normal time, i was just kinda explaining /sorta/ what happened with Gee))
(Also im going to be doing more POV things, not just kik messages)

Ryan's pov

I've always known I was inlove with Brendon. Cliché and all, but it was literal love at first sight. Love at first forehead.

We met at a gay bar. Well, outside the bar. All i remember was being angry and walking towards the door, but stopping when I saw someone sitting outside with his knees up to his chest and his whole body shaking.
It was quite funny, really, because at that time I was in a bad place, and I didnt remotely care about anyone or anything, so whatever it was that made me ask him if he was okay, I'm thankful for.

He told me how his boyfriend, Dallon, was cheating on him. He walked in on him in the bar having a full blown makeout session with "this ugly dickhead called Spencer or something", and thats why he's outside crying.

I realised then that there was no true reason why I was angry, or why I was going to a fucking gay bar, so I sat down besides the boy, who I still didnt know who's name was.

I remember him smiling faintly as I said my name was Ryan, and how he chuckled and replied with Brendon, and how his cheeks were red.

We were both 19, and didnt really know what was happening but we somehow ended up in the back seat of my car, naked.

I remember taking him home and letting him sleep in my bed, and he fell asleep in one of my oversized jumpers, and he was clinging onto my pillow.

He was so incredibly beautiful and an absolute Angel, and I knew that there was no doubt that I will love him until the end of time.