Levi X Reader AOT fanfic

A quick Intro to you

Hahahahahaha I am dying of laughter and crying at the same time because i just read a really sad fan-fic. But that face he's like "Im a stalker Mwhaha!!"
Anyhow to the story
Onwards Aroshima!!!!!!

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You were born in Shigansina district one year earlier than Eren, your best friend. But when the titans attacked Shigansina you had been swept away by the crowd before you could go and find Eren, Mikasa, or Armin you also had to leave your family behind. You had managed to get down from the crowed but as you went back you saw that your parents had been crushed by debris and your little sister was with the injured scouts. So from that day forward you decided to live to kill all titans and for nothing else. You had shut down all your emotions and formed a protective cage around your heart. You also dont know if that the scouts made it through the gates so you assume that your sister is dead.
Seeing your parents had mentaly traumatized you but you even shut that down. As soon as posible you joined the scouts again you being a year older you joind the scouts before Eren. And even the small rations couldn't bother you because you just wanted all the titans dead for the sake of your family. So you joined the scouts and with no friends to get in your way you were at the top of your class. But one time while wandering down the streets you had seen a dog you had always had a soft spot for dogs so you took it in and started sneaking food out to it. It was a domestic animal but had no owner so it was hungry but never grew you let it sleep in the stables with the horses where no one found it and named it (d/n). So you (d/n) and your horse (h/n) have been together for about a year now and those two are the only friends you have otherwise you have set three simple rules for your self
(1) No friends so there is no hurt.
(2) No feeling so no pain.
(3) Finnally no falling in love.
These rules have helped you, you haven't felt pain. You however did feel anger, you felt anger when you saw a hurt animal or homeless child. Or when someone touched your hair or horse or something that you owned. You graduated 2nd of your class you would have been in first but you started sharing your food with (d/n).

TIME SKIP into the scouts (squad levi)
(f/n) POV------------------------
I push open the door keeping my face perfectly blank even though I feel like I'm gonna burst inside with excitement 'I'm in the famous squad Levi!!!' I shouted in my head 'No (f/n) stop remember the rules no feeling' I shut down all excitement and put a monotone expression and continue walking. I walk up the stairs to find my new captian and immediately run into a woman with auburn hair who is the same height as me "Oh excuse me." I said "It's no problem are you looking for someone?" she asked "Um... Yes I am looking for Captian Levi do you happen to know where I can find him." I replied 'just beacause I don't make friends doesn't mean I can't be nice. Right?' "Oh Captian Levi his office is just down the hall. I'm Petra by the way." she told me "(f/n) (l/n)."
I stated and started to walk away "Nice to meet you." she called out I turned around and called back "You to, Petra." and started towards Captian Levi's office. "Name and business." he called once I had knocked "(f/n) (l/n) I'm sposed to be in your squad sir." I replied through the door. I heard a few swift strides and the door oppend. He was handsome he had dark hair and steely silver eyes not to mention taller than me which was perfect- 'STOP!!!!!! NO LOVE CRUSHES OR FRIENDS REMEMBER LAST TIME YOU HAD FRIENDS THEY WERE EATEN BY TITANS AND LAST TIME YOU LOVED SOMEONE THEY WERE CRUSHED BY DEBRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO STOP!!' "Tch... brat you coming idiot." Captian Levi said and I noticed that he had been gesturing you to follow him "I-I'm sorry captian." I looked at the floor in embarrassment and felt my cheeks heat up luckly my long (h/c) created a curtain around my head. "Tch... come on brat." I followed him down to the mess hall and now that my cheeks were cooled down I fixed my hair and walked in behind him. Once we got there he opened the doors and there sat 4 people among them was the girl Petra from earlier. "This is (f/n) she will be joinong Squad Levi." he said in a monotone voice and walked out 'I wonder if I'll ever be that good at hiding my emotions' "Oh (f/n) your gonna love it here Captian can be a little scary sometimes but he doesn't mean it." Petra beamed.
"No it's fine in this case I am a subordinate, my superior does not have any need to be kind." I answerd in the most monotone voice I could muster. I spent a little longer getting to know them but all I really needed to know were there names which I got they were Petra, Oluo, Eld, and Gunther. At one point Petra said "Oh, (f/n) your hair is so pretty." she touched a strand of it and I felt like I was going to burst "Please don't touch my hair." I told her trying to not sound angry but I failed and my voice sounded scary even to me. "I'm sorry." she said looking down. "It's fine." I replied a little sorry for sounding that way "Excuse me." I said grabing a stale roll of bread from the table and sneakily putting it in my jacket. And I went outside and straight to the stables. I was in such a hurry to leave that I didn't notice a little silver eyed man quietly following me.

*** LEVI'S POV*********
The new brat is a little odd. 'Damn you Erwin she's only in my squad because of you' Erwin told me she would be a valuble addition to Squad Levi but so far she is just another screwed up idiot. And a pig as she left the mess hall -after Petra touched her hair- she grabbed a roll of bread off the table. Then she went outside not to her room like others but outside so I followed the brat. (F/N) walked into the stables her long (h/c) flowing with her motions just behind her catching the sun's rays perfectly. Once she saw her horse her (e/c) eyes lit up in a way that I hadn't seen them do before. "Hey, (h/n),(d/n) how are my babies?" she whispered ever so softly. 'Babies as in more than one and she said two names what the hell.' She entered the stall and started mumbling something after a moment I finally got bored of just standing there so I went up to the stall and saw her kneeling by a (d/c) and her (h/c) had it's head by her head she was giving the dog the bread she took and talking to it about something unimportant. "Sorry I couldn't get more (d/n), but I will get you more as soon as possible." I stood there for who knows how long before I relised what I was doing. "Cadet (l/n) what are you doing?" she stood up quickly and saluted "My apologies Captian." her (s/t) skin tinted the slightest bit pink before going away "I must have lost track of time." she finished. "Tch... Whatever just get inside before I make you sleep out here brat." I stated coldly a bit saddend by her dropped expression but it picked right back up to it's normal natural small smile. So after dusting her self off she went inside and I looked at her precious animals

'she is definitely odd....'

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How was it? was it good bad indiferent? IDK but what did you think? Question which do you ship NaLu or NaLi on fariy tale and do you agree with Gruvia or not.
- C. .💕

(random fact I love taking pictures)