Pure Insanity (Creepypasta fanfiction)

Chapter 30

Hey!!!! Before I start this off I just want all you guys and gals to know that I'm so grateful that you actually read my story. I would have never thought I would get over 1k reads let alone 100 votes. So yeah, I know its not 1 million or even 10k but its amazing to me.
Now enough of my blabber!
Enjoy the pasta~

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(Alex's POV)

I wanted to go after him, I really did but I was frozen. I felt broken, he'd been gone so long and when I finally see him he's just ripped away once again. I fell to my knees an cried. I can't believe that he said those things. He spoke as if the Thomas was long but forgotten. I bet that's how he feels...forgotten.

I felt a cold hand on my shoulder and I knew it was Jeff.
"Come on, we should go to the mansion. Maybe Slender will be there." He said causing me to quickly lash out.

"What the hell Jeff? What's he gonna do? Kill him?? This is our fault. We turned him against us." I paused trying to hold in my tears but I failed.
"I hate myself! I hate myself! I feel horrible and I can't do anything. I want to go back to the day I first met him and keep him away from all this." I stopped. Thoughts flew through my head on what to do but I couldn't do anything but feel sorry for myself. This was my fault. I wasnt faithful.
"Jeff please, j-just go home." I said still crying. I saw hurt in Jeff's eyes but I didn't care. He doesn't deserve to be around someone so pathetic. His footsteps echoed down the hallway getting more and more quiet until they were no more.

(Thomas's POV)

14 adults, 9 kids, and 3 dogs. That's how many are dead because of me. No not because of me. Because of her! And him!

I was doing everything humanly possible to not go back and rip their throats out. I can't help but feel like its my fault though. That I deserve this.

Do I deserve this?

Yes

Why? What did I do?

You let her die.

No I couldn't. I wasn't there to stop it, to save her. Its not my fault.

It is

No! I loved her. I would have done anything for her.

Anything but stop her from dying.

I was weak!

You still are

I still am.

I opened the door and stepped inside only to find an empty living room.
They must be sleep. I looked at the time.

5:30

Maybe they went out? I walked up stairs to tired to fully lift my legs. My mask was the first to fall. Then my boots, next my hoodie.

I stopped by Kate's room, wondering if I should go in or not. I shook my head and went into the bathroom.