Hang In There.

Part 16

  Good and bad news, which one do you want to hear first? Bad one? Well, nothing really. The bad thing is that Mia and Morgan's relationship has loosened a bit. The good news is I've been clean for like 19 days, yay! I mean, if  suddenly, spoof! New cut, I don't know. Yeah, happy reading!

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"This story has a twist, the razor is her paintbrush. The canvas is her wrist and she's the storyteller of her own stories." - Wina 2016

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  "Are you busy?" I asked Ken, he has been busy with assignments lately, and I have mine to finish. Students life really is hard, I mean. I can just drop out of college and be like most of those celebrities out there. I took Music, so as Ken and it's quite fun. The lecturer is a great man and probably that's why I enjoy studying. But, I want to make music, by my own. "Quite," He replied, quickly. I sit down on the armchair with a cup of tea in my hand, no, not coffee. Is he going to ignore me and keep on doing his assignments? C'mon, lad! I'm dying of boredom here! I pouted and sips on my cuppa of tea, what a season to actually, enjoy a cup of hot chamomile tea. Yes, most people don't seem to enjoy it much, but it's different to me. I love tea, and when I said I love tea. It means I love every type of tea, earl grey, chamomile, red, green, etc. I love all of them, yes, freaky. It's been forever since last time I heard someone calls me a freak, it's weird how all of us, just kinda move on with life. What's passed is passed, they said. The Past is passed, past is something to forget. Good memories are what to keep. Got to agree with those sayings. How much I missed my past, emo, dark, deep, emotional days is unbearable. Just how much I grew. Probably, I don't notice how much Ken grew cause' I've been growing up with him. Oh, my angel.

      There goes the giddy me, again. For real, though, I missed the old days. When those days where the blade keeps on calling my name, and the demon inside me keeps convincing me to cut myself. And yes, I've gone stupid. I should have fought with the demon and keep justice to myself. "Life is beautiful, Morgan. You just need to enjoy it, the ride that it has to offer. Everything! Everything about it, Morgan. Everything has beauty in it, but not everyone can see it."  Those words from, probably the best therapist I've ever gotten to meet, sealed in my brain, there and forever. Unfortunately, she couldn't make it longer with me. Well, my parents think her therapy doesn't do much. Or maybe the majority of depressed patients' parents just need to talk to them and try to help them out than just throwing them to a therapist, psychologist or a psychiatrist.  That's the most common reason of a child ended up taking the blade and slice up their skin. Arm, forearm, thighs, calves, anywhere. 

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    My phone vibrates and well, I don't feel like looking at whoever it is that texted me at this hour, I mean. "It's bloody winter, go back to sleep!" Something like that. I shook off the thoughts before it create a hole at the back of my head and pick up my phone. Oh well, it's Halsey and big chances of she will be talking about Mia. Yes, it was my fault, I was too protective and immature. I just don't want her to get hurt, you know.

[From Halsey]

    Hey, I don't know what happened last night but, if you could come here to Mia's, maybe we could talk about it? I don't know if I should tell you this, but. After you left, Mia ran up to her room and cries. And you left your glasses here, mate.

See, I guessed it. And I left my glasses there, last night, great. No wonder why it was quite foggy when I drive last night.  I quickly texted Halsey back, before got on my feet to grab the keys. 

[To Halsey]

  I'll be there around 30 mins.

   I put on my contacts and grab the keys from the counter. "Where are you going, babe?" Ken asked, he put his guitar aside and walks towards me. "Out," I respond, that's a bit rude but I just want to make sure Mia is okay. Sounds quite possessive but, the main goal is to make her happy. Which, Mia is a freaking stubborn girl. "Yeah, I know out. But, it's still snowing. Just where are you heading?" He pointed out the white snow falling from the sky like a heavy rain but, snow. I sighed and put on my boots. "To Mia's. Well, I just need to make things clear and I left my glasses." Ken pursed his lips and nods in understanding. "Do you want me to drive you there?" "No, I'll be fine." He plants his lips on my forehead before I head out.