Cross My Heart And Hope To Die (~Please Be My Saviours Sequel~)

Always Will.. Love You..

~ Josh's POV ~

2-3 days.. Or maybe weeks passed. I don't know.

I just sit here. In the hospital room. Waiting for Aly to wake up. I haven't slept for days. I don't want to leave her side, letting for of her hand. Matt changes place with me with me two times a day.. For like 10-20 minutes.. Which considers of getting a shower, getting food and sitting back at the same spot. Beside Aly, holding her hand.

They asked us a lot of times 'do you want to give up, to unplug her' and every time I reply no. I'll fucking wait a year if I have to. Just to see her blue eyes again.

***

"Hey man" Ian said to me as he dragged a chair and sat down beside me. "Hey.." I replied looking quickly at him flashing a fake smile and then quickly looked back at Aly's hand.

I knew they were worried for me. But I wanted to stay here. I wanted to prove her, that I could stay forever..

"She'll wake up soon, it's Aly she's strong" Ian said giving me a pat in the back. I nodded and lifted up my hand. Which held Aly's and kissed her hand, as I slowly placed it against my forehead and smiled a bit.

"Yeah, she will, it's Aly I mean- she's strong, we all know that" Ian laughed a bit "and stubborn" is all he added as I chuckled and felt a tear roll down my face.

There was a moment of silence, Ian knew it was hard.

"I'm going to get McDonald's. Want something?" Ian said I nodded "yeah just bring me anything that looks tasty as shit" he laughed at my response "I'll bring you everything then!" And with that he left.

"Porcelain.. Wake up baby.." I whispered to her. As another tear rolled down "it's been a long time, the doctors told me your legs are paralyzed.. Don't worry about it thought. I'll help you."

***

More days passed, and everyday I would tell the exact same sentence.. Maybe she'll hear it one day..

Ian and the others finally gave up the idea of me leaving the room. I could feel they were stressed about something, like if her heart could stop at any minutes and I knew it could happen.

"What do you want today Ramsay?" Matt said leaning against the door frame smirking "subway?" He nodded smiling and started to walk away from the room "keep watching her lover boy" I smiled and watched her sleep.. Her chest going up and down from the normal breathing.. Her heart monitor actually looked more normal than before..

I sighed, kissed her hand and laid my head on the other arm.. And slowly but quickly I fell asleep after a few weeks of no sleep..

~ Aly's POV ~

I heard the monitor.

And I felt someone holding my hand.

The flashbacks from when I came here flashed back in my head..

My legs felt numb, and so did my arms..

"Oh shit look" I heard a familiar voice say.. I slowly opened my eyes. Just a bit to see Matt and the other two boys pointing somewhere beside me "Josh is sleeping.." Matt smiled as they placed something on the bed.

I shut my eyes close. Even more close than they were and whispered.. Numbly "what is that?" I heard all of them gasp. "Aly?" I heard Ian's voice say as I nodded smiling tiredly "shit, let's just get out" Mike said laughing a bit. "W-why?" I chocked out. "Josh wanted to see you first." Matt said as I felt them hug me and then leave the room as the door closed.

I slowly lifted up my left arm. Since Josh was holding my right hand and rubbed my eyes.. They slowly adjusted to the light. I looked in front of me.. Subways. Fuck I'm hungry now.

I reach my arm forward trying not to wake up Josh, but I couldn't reach the bag, and I just couldn't fuvking move my legs, I had lost control of them.. No. Don't tell me I'm fuvking paralyzed.. I felt tears coming up as I wipe them quickly.

I took a deep breath and looked at Josh. He was sleeping peacefully holding my hand. But the bags under his eyes told me that he hadn't slept for days..

I smiled a bit and shifted myself. I slowly pulled out my left arm with difficulty and placed my hand in his hair.. As I started to play with it.

I missed everything.

And him just waking up right now so I could see his blue eyes would be.. Fucking amazing..

Like I wouldn't care about being paralyzed and shit.. I have him.

I made my hand slid to his cheek as I smiled "baby.." I whispered a little louder. He moved a bit still holding my hand, but I could see his eyes had moved, he was awake. "Jerk, I'm hungry." I whispered as I felt him flinch.

He slowly opened his eyes and looked at me straight in the eyes..

"A-am I sleeping?" He chocked out, he was about to cry. I shook my head in a no. He quickly let go of my hand and jumped off his seat as he kissed me. I slowly putted my arms around his neck. He pulled back and pressed his forehead against mine "I missed you so much.." I whispered as I tear rolled down his cheek and he kissed me again. "I love you.." He managed to say while stuttering "I love you too" I replied smiling..