akaashi keiji x reader 【discontinued】

dreams

all you need to know is that this is soulmate au

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It's almost 9 pm and Akaashi just got home from school. Interhigh coming up fast and he needs to practice more to improve his physical power. His physical power is lacking, and he knows that. That's why he tries to improve.

(Truth to be said, he won't be this late if Bokuto stop making him to toss for him endlessly.)

After took a short shower to refreshen himself, he immediately plop himself down on his bed. Tomorrow is Saturday and he doesn't have practice to do, so he can sleep all he wants. The thought made him feel better. Because if he can sleep all he wants, that's mean—

"Took you long enough."

—he can spend all of his time with his beloved other half.

He turned his head at your voice. There you are, cheerful as always, standing in front of the fence.

As he take a good look at your petite figure, he realized that he falls asleep right after he got onto his fluffy bed. He wondered about how tired he actually is, as he turned his head to see his surroundings that have changed into a familiar rooftop that you two always spent your time alone, without the bother of his loud and too excited owl best friend.

He didn't hate the owl captain, really, but he's just too loud. Actually you are very loud at times too, the thought of how you always launched to himself everytime you meet him first in the morning come to his mind, made him shook his head at your childishness.

(But you, on the other side, have always been the matured one, too. You understand everything, without he even says anything. Maybe that's just how soulmates works?)

"Keiji," you spoke, excitedly, as you run up to him. He stand in anticipation as you launched yourself to him. You just laugh when you heard his grunt.

"You need to stop doing that," he said as he let you down. "You're heavy, you know."

"Hey, last time you said I'm too light that I need to eat more."

Akaashi stiffened. "That's the past."

"Well, I know that you will catch me no matter what happens so sorry, can't do," you said, ignoring his stiffen body. "Beside, you're an athlete, you need to do something to improve your power. Catching me, for example."

He just chuckled at your remarks. You smiled brightly at his laughter.

(His laughter sure is the best sound you've ever heard.)

You slapped both of his cheeks with your hands gently; a gesture you always do only to him without you even realize it. "Now, wanna sit and talk about your day like always?" you grinned at him. "Or just wanna cuddle? I'm okay with either of them."

Akaashi smiled at you. "Let's do both, then." You giggle at his answer.

(He always finds himself smiles more often when he with you—and he likes how the only one person that could do that is you and just you.)

And here you are, sitting comfortably on Akaashi's lap as he slowly telling you about how Yukie chased after Bokuto because the captain forgot to pay her money back. His voice is always so gentle, so contrast with his face that often found in neutral expression and you like it about him. Your back leaned on his broad chest as you interupt his story with a little comment and laughter here and there.

You always treasured these moments, really. It's like there's nothing wrong with the world. It's like he has never suffers through hidden depression.

(It's like you are still alive.)

Your breath hitched a bit as you leaned more on Akaashi's embrace. Akaashi look at you with a concerned look.

(Ah, you really love how he always cared for your whole being.)

"Keiji, you know that I love you, right?"

Akaashi just looks at you in silence. He already done it so many times that he already understands it even before you finish.

Right, how many times exactly he has done this since you gone?

(—How many years has passed, without you, physically in his arms...?)

"I love you, Keiji." you turned your head to him, your eyes full of tears. You already done this so many, many, many times, but it's still hard.

Letting go is always hard.

"I love you too, (F/n). You know that." you nodded as Akaashi hug you tighter. You always know that he loves you. So deep, too deep that it hurts to see him suffers because of his love towards you.

"Now, please wake up and moving on, Keiji. I will always be here, so please stop sleeping... You need to live..."

"I know."

"Please remember just how much I love you." you kissed his nose affectionately. He closed his eyes. Everything feels so real, so right. Your touches, your breath, your voice. Yes, everything...

—except your heartbeat.

"I'll see you next time, okay? So please wake up." you said, smiling at him.

No, please stop doing that...

"Have a nice day ahead. Please remember that I really, really love you."

He jolted awake.

And you are not there.

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hi it fucking me

so i read a post in tumblr abt soulmate aus and damn they're really good i need to write

anyway the idea is © someone on tumblr (i partly don't want to share the link bcs i may be write from those ideas again lmao)

well

please throw me back into the garbage where i belong