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Chapter 19

Connors PoV

"I've found him." I said lowly looking in front of me seeing him sat head in his hands on the floor next to a tree.

"Connor where are you? Is he ok?"

"I don't know Tris."

"Where is he?"

"In the middle of nowhere next to a tree." I told him the address of the road next to where we were.

"Oh and Con? Don't talk to him. Leave him to me. Please?"

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Tristans PoV

As soon as I reached the address Connor had instructed, I jumped out of my car as fast as I could. I left everything in my car and ran towards the pathway Connor had told me he was at. The floor was hard and painful against the soles of my feet and the cold wind and rain whipped against my skin. My breath grew shorter and shorter with each step I took but I carried on relentlessly until I saw Connor waving at me. When I finally reached him my stomach twisted and I felt the sudden urge to throw up. He grabbed my shoulder supporting me as I leant over and heaved, nothing coming up much to my stomachs dismay. After a few minutes of con rubbing my back, I stood up and composed myself.

"You alright man?" He asked.

"Should be yeah just panicking. Where is he?"

"I've been checking up on him, he's just a while down there." He said gesturing to our right.

I patted his shoulder in thanks, jogging in the direction. A minute or two later, I looked to my left and saw a footpath of some sort with a tree with a figure curled up below it. I walked slowly over. When I reached him I was met with tear stained cheeks and sore red eyes.

"I- I want to be with you but I can't. I- it hurts way too much." He sniffled.

I fell onto my knees. "No. No baby. Please." My eyes started stinging. "You don't mean what you're saying."

"I do though Tris. All this stuff." He gestured between us. "It's ruined me."

"No. Brad. Baby I need you." Tears dropped onto my shirt leaving visible dots.

"I need you too. But I need my life back and being in the eyes of millions isn't going to do that."

I didn't react. I simply put my head in my hands and sobbed quietly. He kissed my forehead repeatedly.

"I love you Tristan. I love you with every part of me." He sniffled. "I really don't want to do this."

It was that moment I realised how fucked everything was. I realised how every day bullshit happened. It was also the moment I realised how much I fucking loved this boy I happened to bump into in the most boring of situations. But despite that, he was the person that made me myself and the person I could see the rest of my life with, even in this short time of knowing him.

"I really don't want to Tris."

I took my head out of my hands and tried looking him in the eye. He kept turning his head avoiding my stare. With shaking hands, I pulled his head to look at me.

"Then don't do it." Before he got a chance to say anything I collided my lips with his. His arms flew around my neck and his hands interlaced with my hair tugging slightly. "I love you so much. Please don't do this." I cried against his lips. He simply just kissed my lips more passionately. He laid back onto the wet grass pulling me on top of him. I pecked his lips a few times before moving down his jawline and kissing his neck. His hips bucked into mine making me groan. "Take me home." He whispered biting his lip making shivers run down my spine.

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