Black Butler x Reader

Alois x Abused!Reader

A/N
I don't know what its gonna be like but I feel like there will be sad moments in this one so... think happy? I love you all very much.

Running was tiring you out but it was the one thing you had to do. The only thing you could do, but when you reached a random manor, you wanted to say you were relieved, but you honestly weren't. You were scared. What if the people inside were just as abusive as the people who you were running from, but before you could run away from the manor you walked into someone, who looked like a butler. The only thought that was running through your mind was fuck.

"Are you okay Miss?" He asked and you were about to nod when you heard movements in the forest surrounding the manor which caused you to jump and look around. This didn't go unnoticed by the strange male and he offered you a place to stay in the manor which you had accepted due to it being safer in there than out here at a time like this and the situation you were currently in. You had just run away from an abusive family, that wasn't even your real family, after being there your whole life and they were not happy with that so they came after you, probably worried you would tell people what they did to you and ruin their reputation.
As you walked into the manor you felt the warmth hit you, and it was a comforting warmth but you felt uncomfortable as you looked like you had bee dragged through mud. The butler must've noticed your concern as he led you to a bathroom with a clean nightgown already in there as well as undergarments and you questioned yourself on why they were here, but before the words could leave your mouth he head left and a maid had entered, to help you, you assumed. You hesitantly stripped and got in the bathtub (which also had warm water in it like they knew you were coming or something), letting the maid wash your back, flinching every time she was near you, and she seemed sad at the state you were in. Bruises covered your body along with cuts and scars, each one reminding you who you were, and who you had to live with, but she didn't say anything about them and that was probably the most quiet bath you had ever had, and one of the most comforting.
Once you got out you out in the fresh clothes and let the maid lead you to your room, and you wondered where the owner of the manor was because you felt it was rude to be in his manor without properly introducing yourself, but you guessed he knew of your presence and if he didn't then that would be really awkward in the morning.

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When you woke up the next morning you were greeted by the butler who had invited you in last night, pulling the curtains back and letting the sunlight in.

"Breakfast will be ready soon, if you would be so polite as to come down to the dining room." Was all he said as he left you, wondering where the hell the dining room is and what the hell you would wear. You got out of bed and walked to what looked like a wardrobe and opened it, only to be greeted by one single dress that was a nice peach colour and was long and not too puffy, and you it caused you to question even more things about the manor you were in, but you put it on anyway because you had nothing else to wear.
After getting ready (brushing your hair and teeth with the thing they left for you with a lil note telling you it was yours) you headed to where you assumed the dining room was (and it did take you a while to find it in the huge manor). As you walked in you stared in fear and shock as a blond haired male, around your age, poked the maids eye out. You must have made a noise of some sort as everyone's eyes landed on you, except for the maids.

"Claude, who is that?" The male asked as you watched the blood drip from his fingers which is when you took it as your time to run. You knew it was too good to be true, the pain and abuse followed you everywhere you went and there was no way of escaping it, especially in the long peach dress you were currently wearing but you did get quite far, that was before the butler appeared in front of you again.

"I'd like to deeply apologise for the events that took place this morning, if you would be so kind as to come back to the manor."

"Did he pay you to make me feel safe for a night and take me back to him? To punish me for running away? I have done nothing! I have never done anything to anyone so why won't you just let me go?!" You started screaming and Claude knew that you were not going to come willingly so he picked you up and carried you back to the manor by force, your protests doing nothing in your favour.

"Who are you?" The blond asked again for the third time, but this time you answered instead of looking away.

"If you're going to hurt me you might as well do it now because we all know that's why I'm here." You scoffed, you acted like you didn't care but inside you were terrified.

"Claude, who is this?" He was more than annoyed now and you knew that it was all your fault.

"Lady [Y/N]."

"One, its just [Y/N], nothing else and two, how would you know that?" Claude only smirked while the blonde looked at you, slight shock apparent on his face and you didn't understand why.

"[Y/N]?"

"That is me."

"It's me, Alois." He almost whispered in a hope that you would remember him in some shape or form.

"I don't know who you are, I'm sorry. Can I just go?" You asked as tears started to fall from your eyes. You didn't want to be in the manor anymore because it honestly scared you, and if you knew this 'Alois', he scared you too because he sure as hell wouldn't have been the same one you knew. You would never have been with someone abusive.

"[Y/-"

"Maybe this wasn't meant to be." You whispered, knowing exactly what he was going to say.

"I can change."

"When that happens you can come find me, since your butler seems to be good at that. I'm sorry." That was the last thing you said as you got up and left, leaving Alois in shock, tears streaming down his face as he looked at where you had just been sitting.

A/N
So I wanted to just take a minute to thank you for 600+ followers and 235k reads I mean that's amazing! Like I suck at updating and there's so many of you still here and still sticking around and I feel like I should do something special? Like for if I ever reach 1k followers and 250k reads?
If you guys have any idea for anything feel free to tell me, I love you all so much and I appreciate the fuck out of you guys.
Also I lowkey wanna start a YouTube but then I laugh at myself oops.

Ciel: Can you stop talking now?

Author: You are not going to be in the special thing I'm gonna do because you're an ass.

Ciel: I'm just telling the truth.

Author: Yeah, sure, you're full of lies... full of them.

Ciel: I'm n-

Author: FULL OF LIES

Sebastian: Milady I can assure you he is n-

Author: *Slowly hands Sebastian a kitten* Lies

Sebastian: Lies