Can You Hear Me ― Kim Jongin

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"I know you're inside, just open the door. You know I didn't mean to hurt you."

He said as he knocked on the door but she just stood with her back leaning towards the door. Grabbing the pen and memo pad from her pocket that she had always carried ever since she had been reminded by Jongin. Scribbing down on the memo pad, she slid it under the door.

"Do you hate me that much to humiliate me?"

"I wasn't even trying to humiliate you for god sakes open the door."

"Even if you want to push everyone away, that doesn't mean you can hurt them just so they leave."

"I didn't even thought to hurt you now please open the goddamn door."

"Leave me alone."

"I'm sorry okay. I was fuming at Sehun. It's been a long time since we talked and he had to bring up the things I hated."

"But you didn't have to go to the point of telling the whole school I'm mute and basically just someone you can easily push around."

"Open the door. I'm sorry. Just come out. How long are you going to stay inside?"

"Maybe people who aren't perfect as you are always making mistakes and being the one to be tease, the one who's at the bottom of the food chain. Go away and just let me die."

Jongin let out a deep sigh as he took a few steps backwards. His eyes never left the door. He didn't knew why he cared for her but it was always on instinct that he would want to see her happy. He knew he was an ass, a jerk and a foolish teenager who changed because the death of his brother.

He realized how much he had missed when he was in the dark caged up world he created. She was always trying to free herself but it was impossible. However she never stopped trying. Her efforts to try maybe knocked out some sense into his mind.

He might just have fallen for her.

"You know Jongin, I feel like a fool to have fallen for you. Wait, I am a stupid fool."