Blooming Love [SLOW UPDATES]

Chapter 4

Hey guys I'm gonna start trying to update at least once a week but i doubt that will happen after about 4 more chapters
I dont own Percy jackson or any of his friends Hope u enjoy
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(I'm gonna do this chapter with Valgrace as I'm shipping them likencrazy at the moment)

Leo's POV

Leo quickly rushes out of the dining pavilion, his cheeks bright red and his eyes stinging with tears. He thought that his secret would be safe with Piper after all she was one of his best friends, someone he'd known for over 4 years now. But she'd nearly managed to tell the boy of his dreams that he liked him without a second thought. It just wasn't right. Yeah he's super angry and upset at Piper but she just doesn't seem like herself, she'd never do that to a freind.

Unless she doesn't like me anymore after I confessed to her Leo thinks absent mindlessly as he slows to a stop by the edge of the forest.

Quickly he pushes that destructive thought from his mind. Piper had also been mean to Percy not just me so something must be wrong with her Leo decides. He couldn't afford to go back to that place that he'd fought so hard to escape. He couldn't afford to relapse, not again.

But I trusted her and she didn't care she was going to willingly tell Jason without even considering me Leo thinks as his eyes prick again with more tears.

None of them consider me I'm just a seventh wheel, the one they can all live without. The thoughts start to become more destructive but Leo doesn't know how to block them out.

He starts running in the direction of  bunker nine, tears flowing freely from his eys as more thoughts attack.

I'm not worth anything to them I'm just someone for them to lean on when they're scared.

None of them really like me they just put up with me because they have to.

Leo was close to approaching bunker nine by now all he had to do was pull away some bushes that kept it concealed to the other demigods at camp but the next thought made him stop in his tracks.

Jason hates me.

Tears start to flow harder from his eyes, racing each other down his cheeks new ones joining every 5 seconds. He knew the voices were wrong. That Jason didn't hate him, how could he hate Leo when he didn't know the truth. But it was still enough to cause Leo to break down completely. He roughly pushes open the heavy metal door to bunker nine and quickly locks himself inside his  workshop  before it begins.

They all hate me.  Leo picks up a knife that sits on the work bench.

They will never accept me. The knife starts getting lowered towards Leo's pale and shaking wrist.

It's all my fault they're all dead because of me, because I shot at the Romans. The sharp blade slices against his wrist, blood appearing from the newly inflicted wound.

Claypso didn't want me, nobody ever does. Another cut.

She's dead becuase of my fire, it was all my fault. I killed mama. This time a longer and slightly deeper cut is sliced onto the Latino's pale skin. Tears and blood were now mixing rogether as the thoughts kept attacking Leo from inside.

I'm useless, just another person to rely on and then be thrown away. More blood and a freah cut appear.

Nemisis was right, always the seventh wheel. Leo is now huddled into a small corner in the dark workshop, tears falling helplessly from his eyes a knife still at his wrist.