note to self. 5-9-14

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Dear self,

       Why don't you fit in?
       Why are you different?
       Why aren't you wanted?
       Why aren't you loved?
       You're worthless.
       You're nothing.
       Nobody cares about you.
       Why can't you be accepted?
       Why can't you be happy?
       Why can't you stop cutting?
       Dear self, why can't you be                         like everyone else?
       Happy, wanted, followed,  loved, accepted, clean wrists.
       Dear self, just go die.
       End the pain.
       Dear self, I hate you.
                                     Sincerely,
                                             Yourself








So I've been contemplating on posting this, and I finally got the courage to do it. I wrote this two years ago when I was in a really bad place. I've gotten better since then and learned to accept myself better. 

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