I Secretly Love You (Narry)

Chapter 23

Niall's POV

I stood there. What do I do now? Were me and Harry broken up again? I sighed and lay down on the bed without the covers, not bothering to take my shoes off. I stared at the ceiling for a moment.

Why would Liam do that to me? Hand-cuff and blindfold me and then take me to god knows where. But, when we were kissing back there, I couldn't help but feel a little......turned on? I frantically shook my head. No way I could feel turned on by Liam, but I haven't always pictured him as the aggressive, lusty type.

Liam seemed so innocent and sensible but then he goes and does something like this. Something completely out of the ordinharry (sorry, I had to).

Could I possibly like Liam? I pinched myself on the arm, making sure I was awake. I could never want Liam. I have Harry--sweet, old Harold. Harry is sweet and adorable, and protective, and caring, why would I want or need anyone else?

I sighed. I just sometimes miss the incredible lust that we used to have at the beginning of our relationship. Believe me, the lust is still there but, it's just not as intense, you know?

With Liam, I somehow regain that missing edge. Feeling him harden under me and moan on my mouth was just all to much, and extremely sexy at the same time. I break out of my thoughts as I hear the door open.

Great, the one person I didn't want to see.

"Hey sexy." Liam calls as he walked towards me and plopped on my bed. I turned so that my back was to him.

"Please go away Liam, I'm not in the mood to talk." I mumbled. He set a hand on my thigh, which sent a shiver up my spine. I shook his hand off. "Are you forgetting our little make out session in the car?" Liam asked smugly. Even though I couldn't see him, I knew he was smiling.

"Remember I only did that so you could unfold me and take the cuffs off" I reminded him. I turned back and faced him. He was laying down too, looking at me. "Maybe so, but you didn't have to kiss me for that long, you could of pecked me and then kicked me, but you didn't. I know you feel something for me Niall, just admit it."

He had a point. I didn't have to full on make out with him. I blushed as I remembered. Maybe I do like Liam? I mentally slapped myself. Why would I like Liam? He basically kidnapped me and held me in a car against my will. I don't know why, but, it just gave me a thrill of excitement.

I shook my head. I wasn't admitting anything. He smiled widely. "Come on Niall, don't be so naïve about this. It's okay of you like me, I won't hold anything against you." I sighed heavily and turned away from him, facing the wall, my back to him.

"What don't you understand about I don't like you? I have Harry, he's all I need." I heard him chuckle and move in closer behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist so he was spooning me. I tensed.

"I don't see you moving away from me when I do this." He said softly. "You're just using Harry to cover up your feelings, I know somewhere deep inside, you like me, you just don't want to admit it."

Maybe he was right, I am using Harry to hide my feelings, but is it so bad that I don't want to show them?

I pulled away from Liam's grip and turned to face him. We were inches apart. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. "Okay, okay. I'm not admitting anything but....maybe...somewhere 

...I...just maybe...might....kind of....kind of....like you.....maybe." I mumbled barely over a whisper.

Liam was smiling like an idiot. I rolled my eyes. "Now, was that so fucking hard?" He asked and pulled me closer by the waist. I sat up and pulled away from him, getting as far from him as I could until I reached the wall.

"Don't get any ideas." I warned. "I just said MIGHT." Liam sat up and crawled over to me. I tried to move but he pinned my hands against the wall with his. "Liam what're you doing?" I asked trying to squirm from his grip, but it was too strong.

"Liam, stop or I'm gonna kick you in the crotch, again." I threatened. He smiled. "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SMILING?" I shouted. He beamed even wider. "Because you're so cute when you're mad."

What the hell is wrong with Liam? He leaned down and started to suck on my neck, nipping and biting on it. I shut my mouth as tightly as I could to keep from moaning, I didn't want to give him permission to keep going.

He made his way up to my lips but I turned my head away so he kissed my cheek. He sighed heavily. "Come on Niall, don't be so stubborn." He let my hands go from against the wall and moved them to my waist, pulling me closer to him. I pushed him away slightly by the chest, unknowingly feeling his six pack. I let it stay there for a moment.

I looked up at him, asking for permission. He smiled and nodded. I lifted his shirt up over his head and examined them more carefully. Sure, I've seen Liam and the other lads with their shirts off many many times, but I haven't looked closely at them.

I traced my fingers along the creases that make the pack, studying them carefully as if caressing a baby. Liam ran his fingers through my hair, moving little strands out of my face, keeping the other one on my waist.

He slowly pulled me up to face him by my neck. I wrapped both my arms around his neck, taking some of his hair and scrunching it up in my hands, biting my bottom lip in the process. He slid both of his hands up my shirt and dug his fingers into my back lightly. I brushed his cheek with my thumb carefully as if I touched it too hard, it would break.

I leaned in closer, making our lips brush against each other's lightly, our foreheads touching. I licked my lips slowly, taking in the faint scent of Liam's body wash. He pressed his lips against mine, pulling me in closer, making our lower halves touch. It was nothing feisty, just passionate and slow.

He gently brushed his tongue on my bottom lip, asking for entrance, I opened my mouth for him to explore. He slid my shirt off of my body and layed me down on the bed all without breaking our hold on each other.

"O-oh L-Liam" I stuttered, trying my best to keep it steady but failing miserably. He hovered on top of me, him arms supporting his weight and I wrapped my legs around his back. I bit his lip as he came up and started to suck on my neck. I wrapped one of my hands on his hair and the other around the stand that supports the bed.

I moaned loudly, arching my back as he found my soft spot and began to lick. I bit down on my bottom lip hard. Li moved back up, crashing his lips on mine. I tugged in his hair, making him moan in my mouth. I stuck my tongue in his mouth, exploring and tasting every inch of it.

I got up and leaned on him so I was on top now without breaking our kiss. I sat on top of him, grinding our crotches together. He wrapped his hand on my hips and started pulling at my pants. I felt him grow hard. I let go of our kiss and started to suck on his neck, earning a low moan from Liam as I found his weak spot.

I licked down from his neck to his abs and licked every one of them. I went farther down and started to lick his belly button and then his v-line. I heard Liam gasp for air softly. He then pulled me back up to his lips and kissed them softly.

"Are you sure you want to go down there?" He asked softly, holding my neck and brushing my cheek lightly. I sighed and bit my bottom lip, sucking on it lightly. "N-no." I admitted and rolled off of Liam so I was laying beside him facing the ceiling. I instantly started blushing, I almost had sex with Liam.

I jumped off the bed and grabbed my shirt, pulling it on quickly. "Where are you going?" Liam asked with a confused expression on his face. I didn't answer him and ran out of the room, and out of the hotel room. I ran around the corner and plopped on the ground, killing myself in my head. What the fuck did I just do?