I Secretly Love You (Narry)

Chapter 22

Harry's POV

I stormed out of the room and down the hallway. I quickly wiped a tear off my cheek. I wasn't gonna cry, no, I wasn't gonna cry this time.

I turned the corner and sat down at the end, sliding my back against the wall. I fought to hold back the tears that were fighting right back against me. Why was Niall doing this to me? Was he purposely trying to make me upset or angry or completely pissed off? I try to help him, I try to comfort him, I try to do everything to make him happy but he just pushes me away.

Was Liam better than me? Does Niall love Liam more than me? I shook the thought off. Of course not. Niall wouldn't do that to me, would he? 

I ran my hand through my curls and sighed deeply. Was being in a relationship always this hard? I tried to remember back, back when I was still straight and dated women. I mean, we would never really settle down like I have with Niall. It normally wasn't my styles (see what i did there? No? ._.)

We would get drunk, have sex, and I would leave once she was asleep. I know, I know, I'm a terrible person, but I didn't like the idea of being committed to one person. There's so many women out there, it would be a shame not to get to all of them. I'm surprised I haven't caught an STD yet. But, I wasn't all terrible. I would usually leave them a note on their pillow.

But with Niall, it was different. With him, it wasn't just a one night stand. I really want this relationship to last. Niall is the first person I have actually really loved. I haven't experienced love before, but with him, my heart just races when we're around each other. When he smiles, it just brightens up my day. When we touch, my skin tingles. When we look into each other's eyes, my heart skips a beat. When we kiss.....when we kiss, all of those emotions become one. And, I'm pretty sure that's as close to love as I'm gonna get.

Maybe I was a little harsh on him. Maybe I shouldn't know everything.I mean, if it was important, he would of told me, right? But what was he and Liam talking about? Was it me? Is he cheating on me? I slapped myself. He wouldn't do that!

He said he was doing this for us. Doing what for us? Picking Liam over his own boyfriend? Maybe Liam did do something to Niall....

Niall's POV

"Where are we fucking going?" I asked in the front seat of Liam's car. We seemed to be in the middle of nowhere, I couldn't hear any action besides the engine of this car. There seemed to be dirt for miles and few trees spotted here and there.

"I told you it's a surprise." He said calmly, keeping his eyes on the road. I rolled my eyes. "I hate surprises."

"Why so tense?" He asked slyly.

"Well Liam, because where in the middle of nowhere, ther's no other cars, you say it's a surprise, you hand-cuffed me, and blindfolded me, and for all I know, you could fucking rape me." I gritted, trying to wiggle out of the cuffs.

"You would like that, wouldn't you Niall?"

"Go to hell."

"Relax baby, we'll be there in a few minutes."

"Don't fucking call me baby."

"Baby."

"I swear Liam, if you  don't let me go right now, I'll call the police." I shouted, banging the cuffs together and squirming in my seat. "Go ahead, we won't get reception out here."

"I'll call Harry, or one of the boys."

"Didn't you just hear what I said?"

"Liam.." I started quietly. "What are you gonna do with me?" No response. "Why are you doing this? What have I done to you to make you do this to me?"