I Secretly Love You (Narry)

Chapter 28

Louis' POV  (Surprise! :p)

"We......we may have......we kissed."

"WHAT!" 

I glanced up at him but then quickly lowered my head again. "Niall I-"

"YOU KISSED HARRY?" He shouted, tears streaming down his face. I bit my lip. "Well, technically, he kissed me."

I could tell he was about to yell some more but then closed his eyes and started breathing softly trying to relax. "Okay just.....just tell me what happened okay?" I nodded.

***FLASHBACK STARTED***

We began to drive away from Niall's house as I wiped away the slobber he had left behind on my cheek. Gross.

We were practically at my house and I was about to get out when a hand reached my shoulder from behind. I was about to go all ninja and karate chop it but when I looked back I found that it was only Harry. 

"Geez Haz, you scared me" I breathed as  I looked back at him. I saw that his eyes were red and puffy, it looked like he had been crying. I placed a hand on his cheek. "What's wrong?"

"C-can I stay at your house tonight, Lou?" He asked quietly. I nodded and got out of the car followed by Harry. "Thanks Paul!" I shouted to him. He smiled and waved as he drove away.

Harry was walking rather slowly behind me. I ran back to him and pulled an arm around his waist to help him move faster. We got to my door and I pulled out my keys, jamming it into the hole, twisting and pushing it open.

I pulled Harry inside and then shut the door. He still wasn't moving on his own so I pushed him to the couch and made him sit down, me right beside him.

"So what's wrong?"

"I-I asked Niall to m-move in with me." His voice was hoarse and crackly from the crying. I widened my eyes at him and took his hands. "Hazza! That's great! Why are you crying though?"

He sniffled a bit. "H-he said no."

My face dropped. How could Niall say no? They have been together for as long as I can remember. "He said no?"

"Well....he didn't really say no, he said that he didn't want to because it would create suspicion with the media. But I don't care, I said I wanted to move in with him for a reason, because I love him and I always want to be around him. But, I guess he doesn't feel the same way." He shrugged.

"Of course he feels the same way Harry, don't say that. He loves you. I've seen the way he looks at you, he adores you. Okay, maybe he said that he wasn't ready but it was only for your protection from the paparazzi."

He sniffles a bit. "I don't need protection, Louis. I can handle myself. He just doesn't love me like I love him, I get it."

I take my hands away from his hands and move them to his face, cupping then with my hands and look straight into his green eyes. "Harry, I know you're hurting right now and your trying to come up with excuses to hide your feelings, I get it too. You love him and you know that he loves you too. I know he said he wasn't ready and that hurt you but you also need to understand that he's also doing this for you."

That shut him up. I began to remove my hands from his face but he took them and moved them to his waist. "Harry, what are you doing?" I asked cautiously pulling at my hands but he held them there with his own.

"Harry I-"

"Please Louis" he begged making it sound more like a statement than a question. He was biting his lip and looking at me pleadingly. I can't do this, not to Niall. Why would Harry even ask me to do this? Is he confused? Does he not know what he's feeling? I chewed on the inside of my mouth.