Suicidal (Luke Hemmings :) [MAJOR EDITING]

Chapter 7

Chapter 7
☁️Jordan's POV☁️

Luke lit the bong we had.we were all gathered in Calum's room. He took a hit and blew the thick smoke into a cup. The smoke stayed at the bottom it looked cool. I brought the cup to my lips and inhaled all the smoke. I blew it out. Luke pasted the bong to Michael. He lit it then let the smoke fall slowly down his chin in a water fall. Michael passed it to Calum. He made A jellyfish. 😂 He passed it to Ashton. He made a tornado with it.

He passed it to me. I took a hit then I made a bubble with smoke in it. It popped in Luke's face. He closed his eyes and giggled. I think all of us were almost high. I put the bong a side then I grabbed 2 joints. I have a lot more joints just we only need 2.

I lit it. We did Puff Puff Pass. We did that till we finished our joints. All of our eyes were red and we were giggling a lot and just doing random shit.

after a while we were all starting to get burnt out. My head was rested on Michael's chest and his arm was around my waist. I have feeling for Michael but I don't want to admit them. Plus he like Ashley. It hurts me but if he's happy with her then I'm happy. I guess. I wrapped my legs around his waist and I put my arms around his torso. He giggled. His giggles are so cute.

I look over and see Ashton and Calum sleeping on the couch and Luke sitting at the window seat just looking out the window in his own little world.

I look up at Michael. "So how's you and Ashley?" I asked. "Getting there but I don't have those same feeling for her I had a couple days ago." He sighed. I gasped "I thought you wanted to go out with her." I said "I did until she got a boyfriend and I started having feeling for someone else.but i know she'll never like me back."

"There is only one way to
Find out Mikey. Just tell her how you feel. It doesn't have to be right away but just tell her." I said. It hurt me to know he has feeling for someone else.

My feeling for him and growing bigger. It's hard to pick between Luke or Michael. I have feeling for both if them.

"I'll do that I'm just gonna wait for the right time." He smirked. I smiled back up at him. I looked over at Luke. It seem he is now laying down. He must have fell asleep. I looked back up at Michael and he was already looking at me. "What?" I asked. "Your just so beautiful." Those words made my heart flutter. I closed my eyes and smiled at him. I unwrapped my legs and arms. His jeans feeling weird on my bare skin on my legs.

I leaned up and kissed his nose. His nose scrunched up. He giggled. I smiled. "Good night Mikey." I sighed. "Good night love."

I rested my head on is Chest and drifted off to sleep.

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"Jordan Get The Fuck Up!" I heard Calum yell "Fuck. Off." I said. "Get Your Lazy Ass up you need to go to school we have an hour till school." He groaned "fine." I said getting off his bed. I walked to the door "Motherfucker." I said underneath my breath. "What." He said. "Nothing." I replied.  

I went to my room and grabbed my clothes. I should wear something different today. I grabbed a black skirt that went up to my mid thigh with a AC DC crop top and a red and black flannel that said IDIOT on the back. Michael idea of a shirt. And black  converse. I also grabbed a snap back that said DOPE. I grabbed a cross necklace, a black ring that had the Lord's Prayer that went on my ring finger in my right side.and a silver ring that Calum got me for my birthday he has one to I got. My says Little Hood on it and it had a ruby heart. Ruby is my birthstone. Yes I'm born in July. July 26th 1996. I also took out my left lip ring. It hurts so I'm just gonna take it out.

I put that on and then I put on my makeup foundation, mascara and eyeliner. I straighten my hair and then put the SnapBack on backwards. And I grabbed my pair of ray-bans. I pushed them up on my face. Yes glasses inside sue me. I grabbed my backpack and put it Over my shoulder I grabbed my phone off the charger.