Suicidal (Luke Hemmings :) [MAJOR EDITING]

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

-2 weeks later-

I'm sitting in me and Calum's little cabin, we needed to get away from my David and Jodi for awhile. Calum is in the shower right now. This really isn't a cabin it's more like a house.

I was sitting on the love seat looking at the fire. I had a pair of Ashton's sweats he left here long ago when he was making a keek with Calum. I smiled remembering that.

I also had one of my over sized loose t-shirt. Also my fluffy socks. My hair was up in a bun. I heard Calum listening to Suicidal Thoughts by... TND. I slowly crept over to the bathroom door. I took out my phone and went to the keek app. I started to video. I heard him singing. I was quietly laughing.

I heard the loud sound of the bass and the drums.

I started dancing my arm hit the door making a loud bang. "Jordan was that you?" He called. "Uh what no." I said making my voice distant. The keek ended. I squealed when I heard the shower turn off.

I ran back to the couch carefully. I jumped up.

I posted the keek and turned off my phone and put it on the coffee table I walked to the little stove. I put water in the kettle and put it on the stove. I walked back to the couch and waited for the kettle to go off. Being my typical self I grabbed my phone again and unlocked it going to twitter.

I should change my Profile picture. I changed it to me facing away with my thumbs pointing to my back which had our new song thing.

It was the Suicidal Thoughts one. It was a boy that had a vision of him committing suicide.

The song seem very sad. But the story behind the song is about a boy that has been abused his parents then they died one day so he had to stay with his aunt and she abused him and sexually abused him. Then he became very suicidal. But he got better. The storm had ended and everything was good when he got to see his sister again.

I wrote the song, and it's based on a true story.

I heard the kettle started whistling.

I got up and walked to the stove. I turned off the stove and moved the kettle I the other burner. I grabbed two mugs and poured the hot water into the mugs. Steam coming up into the air.

I reached up to the top shelf and grabbed a box on tea bags. I pulled them out by the string carefully. I put them back.

I put the tea bags in the water and waited a bit. I moved them around a bit and pulled them out again when I thought it was good. I threw them away and grabbed a tea spoon. I put a little sugar in the tea. I added honey to mine. I stirred them and turned around finding Calum walking out of the bathroom with just a pair of sweatpants and a beanie on top of his head.

To be honest not to be a creep. He is actually really toned. Ok I'm not checking him out. He is my brother. "I made you tea." I said putting out the mug towards him. He smiled at me. "Thank you Jordan." He said. "You're welcome Calum" I said.

We went and sat on the love seat.

I grabbed my phone again and put on The hills by The Weekend.

I set my phone down and I sipped at my tea. Then I put it down and the night stand beside the couch. I faced Calum.

"So Michael still not talking to you?" He asked. I shook my head. Michael has been ignoring my texts and calls. I don't know why.

Me and Calum were never aloud out cause David and Jodi. They would only let us out when they told us to go and get beer or so shopping. But today they went out theirselves to get groceries so Calum and I snuck out and came here.