Play Me Like The Drums {Ashton Irwin/5SOS Fanfic}

Chapter Six

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I waited until I knew Ava and Kayla where asleep until I tip-toed to my bed. I slid in and tried to sleep but the sene of Ashton and I kept playing. What scared me the most was I liked it. I liked Ashton's lips on mine, his hands on my hips, him pushing me on the wall.

'Stop thinking about that Ren.' My mind thought and I noticed I said Ren. Ashton has infected my name too. I punched my pillow angrily and felt the tears again. No I had to stop, he didn't deserve my tears. I slammed my face into my pillow and squeezed my eyes shut.

The next thing I was being woken up by my alarm. I shut it off and climbed out of bed. I was exhausted, I felt like crap. I looked in the mirror and it also told me I looked like shit. My eyes where puffy and red, my hair was a tangled mess, and there was tear stains on my cheek. I quickly took a shower and then put on jeans, a black T-Shirt, and a sweatshirt. I didn't really care how I looked today, I was going to classes and then back here, nothing else.

I did my makeup and added more concealer around my eyes so it wasn't very noticeable that I spent all night crying. I brushed my hair and pulled it into a ponytail, grabbed my books, and put on my shoes and walked to my classes.

"Renna!" A voice called from behind me, it was Luke and Michael.

"Hi guys." I said and gave them a weak smile.

"Are you okay? Kayla and Ava where really worried about you last night." Michael said.

"Yeah, I'll be fine." I said.

"Just don't let Ashton get to you, whatever he did. He's a real jerk sometimes." Luke said.

"Thanks guys, its nice to know you care."

"See you around." Michael said and they left.

I turned around the corner and kept walking. All the sudden I saw someone who made my heart stop cold. It was Ashton, making out with Jess. I just walked past. I didn't care anymore.

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Once my classes where over I walked back to my dorm and changed into sweatpants. I sat on my bed and got out my notes and started doing some of my assignments. I was deep into my work when the door crept open. It didn't surprise me when Ashton strode into the room. I chose to ignore the fact that he was here. I meant it when I said I never wanted to see him again.

He just stood at the doorway and kept looking at me.

"Do you need something?" I said annoyed.

"Nah." He said.

"Then go. I meant it when I said I never wanted to see you again." I said and glared at him.

"Im waiting for Ava and Kayla." He snapped.

"Then wait somewhere that I can't see you." I snapped back.

All the sudden my phone vibrated. It was a text from Calum.

'Hey I was wondering if you wanted to come to a party at my house tonight. Im near your dorm so I can pick you up. You can spend the night again and I'll drive you to classes.'

I thought about it, thats probably where Ashton was going to be so I can run away or show him he doesn't control me. I decided to go with number two. I texted Calum back.

'Sure! Just let me get ready.'

I packed up my notes and got out of my bed. I walked to my dresser and pulled out a black pencil skirt and a plain white shirt. I went to the bathroom to change. I didn't feel like wearing jeans and a T-shirt tonight. I was going to have fun tonight. I slipped on the shirt and the skirt and then added a thicker line of black eyeliner to my eyes. I pulled my hair out of its ponytail and let it down. It was wavy from being in the ponytail. I admired myself in the mirror, I didn't look half bad.

I walked out of the bathroom and went to Kayla's closest and got a pair of her black heels. Im sure she wouldn't mind me borrowing them. Once I walked back out to my bunk to pack a bad Ashton was staring.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"None of your damn business." I growled and he chuckled. I ignore him and packed sweatpants, a T-shirt, my bathing suit, and clothes for tomorrow and headed out the door, leaving Ashton alone.

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"Dang Renna, you look nice." Calum said as I got into his car.

"Thanks. I didn't feel like wearing a jeans and a T-shirt tonight."

The rest of the drive was in silence. We pulled up to Calum's house and I got out the car. I felt confident tonight, I walked into the house and I felt all eyes on me. I walked to the kitchen and instead of grabbing a soda, I grabbed a plastic red cup. I sniffed it, clear and strong, vodka. I took a sip and surprisingly I liked it. The burn in my throat tingled. For a spilt second it reminded me of how Ashton's touch made my skin tingle.

"Damn girl!" Kayla said as she walked up towards me.

I laughed as she eyed my outfit.

"I approve of you borrowing my heels with that outfit." She said and smiled.

"I wanted to have fun tonight." I said and took another drink.

"Well come with me then!" She said and grabbed my hand and pulled me outside.

She pulled me to a mass of people dancing, a radio blasting music on a a small table to the side. Kayla and I danced for a while and I cleared my first cup of vodka and got another.

"My feet hurt!" I complained then giggled, the vodka finally getting to me.

"Is this your first time drinking?" Kayla asked me trying not to laugh.

"Maybe." I said and smirked at her.

"Renna is that you?" Ava called and walked up to me, wrapped up against Luke.

"Yep." I said and took another drink.

"You look good!" Ava said and smiled at me.

"Do you know where Calum is?"' I asked.

"Yeah, he walked inside."

"Thanks." I said and shouldered past people dancing until I got to the house. Once I walked in I looked around for Calum. There was couples making out everywhere but I couldn't find Calum. I walked up the stairs and checked all the bathrooms. Then I remembered his room. I walked towards there and knocked on the door.

He opened the door and gave me a smile.

"Hey." He said and opened the door for me to walk in. I set my cup on his dresser.

"Do you mind if I take my shoes off? They hurt so bad." I asked.

"No I don't mind." He said I slipped them off.

"Having fun?" He asked and sat on his bed. I padded over there and climbed on the bed.

"Yeah I am." I said and giggled.

"Are you drunk?" He said and by the look on his face he was clearly amused.

"Im not fully wasted but Im not sober." I said and placed my head on my knee.

He laughed and started playing with my hair. I smiled and let him do that for a while.

"Do you like me?" I asked.

"Yeah.. I do." Calum said.

I looked up at him and he smiled.

"Do you like me?" He asked. I answered him with a kiss.

He took my face in his hands and continued kissing me gently. The kiss was nice but it didn't have the same fire that happened with Ashton. I thought I heard a voice call my name from outside the room but I ignored it and kept kissing Calum.

The next thing I knew the door was swung open.

"Get the fuck off her!" A familiar voice growled and then when I opened my eyes Ashton had Calum pinned against the wall.

"Ashton! Stop!" I yelled and tried to get his arm off Calum. My hands where so small compared to his, mine where weak trying to get his strong grip off.

"Ashton look at me." I said sternly and he looked at me. When our eyes met his grip loosened and finally fell off of Calum. Once it did I turned to Calum.

"Im sorry." I said and gave him an apologetic look. Before he answer Ashton turned on me.

"Why are you kissing him?" He said, raising his voice.

"Why can't I?" I spat.

"I know you liked what we did last night." He said, lowering his voice to a whisper. I could feel the heat rising in my cheeks.

"Stop making it sound like we did something else. All we did was kiss. And it was an accident."

"I know you want more." He said, leaning closer to me. He touched my arm, this time sending a spark not just a tingle. The image of him and Jess making out that morning played in my mind and I pushed Ashton away.

"You can make out with Jess this morning but get pissed when I kiss someone?" I said, suddenly getting angry. Ashton opened his mouth to say something but I interrupted him.

"You don't control me! I can kiss who I want, And its never going to be you again. You really are something Ashton, a big hypocrite and a jerk." I said, grabbed my shoes, then shouldered past him.

I walked swiftly down the stairs and out to the front yard. Once there I slipped on the heels and started walking.

"What are you doing?" Ashton asked and grabbed my shoulder to turn me around.

"Don't touch me!" I growled, ignoring the increasing tingle.

"You can't walk home."

"Watch me." I grumbled and kept walking.

"Ren wait!"

"What part of leave me alone do you not get?" I yelled and turned on my heel to face him.

"Im just trying to take you home, I don't want you walking home at midnight." He said.

"If I go with you will you leave me alone after?" I said and he nodded.

"If thats what you want then yes."

I walked behind him to his car, how I always ended up obeying him I didn't know. All these thoughts raced in my head as I opened his car door and sat in the passenger seat.

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