I like him but I hate him too,
I miss him but I don't want to see him,
He's my laughter and tears,
My inspiration and devastation,
My happiness and sadness,
My confidence and insecurity,
My peace of mind and my misery,
My cure and disease,
My savior and my killer,
My strength and weakness,
My always and never
My breather and choker,
My life and death,
He is my constant reminder that I can't have all that I want.
He's my everything but I am nothing. I can't have him and I don't want to have him.
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm drowning and no one can save me, actually I don't want to be save. I want to end all of this.
I'm done.
