Lovely Rita

India

We were on our way to India and Paul leaned over and whispered in my ear with a smile
"Look" he handed me a piece of paper
"Typed it before we left"
When I read the paper i giggled and then immediately felt bad for giggling after ,it said

' You and your Jap tart think your hot shit'

" Oh my god I said covering my mouth trying not to laugh, that's not funny"
He then slid the piece of paper into an envelope and into his coat pocket.
When we landed in India there were tons of people at the airport, waving and screaming we got into a mini bus that drove us to the hotel that also had lots of people waiting to say hi. After greeting everyone we found our rooms and were completely shattered we both collapsed on bed without a word a fell asleep.

Paul woke me up the next morning by planting 100 kisses all over my face.
"Hi " he said smiling
" Hey " I said
"Wanna go down for breakfast?"
"yeah im starving"
"Let's go then" he said.
We changed and headed downstairs where everyone was, when everyone was talking I saw Paul slide that note onto Johns tray.
Shit. I thought to myself this isnt going to go well.
When John sat down he almost immediately saw it and began to open the envelope.
"What the fucks this" he said unimpressed after reading it
"Let me see" Brian said looking even more disgusted

"Who's it from" Brian asked

I kept my lips sealed.
"Doesn't say" John said examining the piece of paper
"Oh that" Paul said casually "I did that " everyone looked up at him with mixed emotions
"Oh Come on, I only did it for a lark"he said smiling ( he was the only one smiling ) as he got up and held my hand to leave the table. He gave Yoko the most dirty look before leaving and we was walking off when John shouted
"GINGERS HAVE NO SOUL YOU WANKER!"
Paul just turned around and said
" At least she's not a Jap Tart"
John got up to hit him but Brian and ringo held him back.
We then went to our room and I realised this was really bad.

"Your so bad " I said
"Only to Yoko not, not my future wife"
"Future wife?" I asked smiling
" yeah I love you" he said
And without even thinking
I said it back
Paul was the first guy Id ever loved, we spent the whole day in bed under a fan. It was too hot to do anything else.
"Paul" I said as I sat in the bed on his lap silently
"Your the first guy I've ever loved"
He looked at me and said " I doubt that, your one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen and I've been all around the world .
"No I mean it" I replied honestly

It was now or never
"My dad, I never loved him " I took a pause this was going to be hard
"He use to hurt me Paul " a tear went down my cheek I couldn't help it
"And there was nothing I could do to stop him, I'm damaged"
I began to cover my face in shame and cry even harder.
Paul pulled my hands away and looked at me
" Rita I love you, I'll keep you safe, your mine, my girlfriend, your perfect and I'll never hurt you ,never, nor will I let anyone hurt you." He pulled me into a kiss still holding my hands
"Don't cover your face, your too beautifull"

And even though I wouldn't say it out loud it's exactly what I needed to hear.