Lovely Rita

Drugs, Sex, Cutting and more Drugs

Rita's P.O.V

"Baby I'm back " I heard him call from down stairs. I hadn't done much today but I was trying to get myself back together. It would take time, and as long as I had Paul I could survive anything.

"I've got treats" he said in a creepy voice which made me laugh for the first time today.

"I've got some pot, pills and I thought maybe we could try this together" he said showing me some syringes and what looked like heroin.

"Is that heroin?" I asked looking at it curiously

"Yeah" he said looking at me waiting for me to say something
We both knew the dangers, but I guess it couldn't hurt one or twice, right.

"Let's do this" I said
He ran over to me and carried me upstairs bridal style. He threw everything out on the bed and we began or 'drug day'.
I decided that I wanted to start with the heroin so I could get the full experience and not be high on other stuff when I tried it for the first time.
I told Paul and he agreed.
He picked a spoon up from inside a cup of tea on the bedside table and began to prepare it.

"Where'd you learn to do that" I said as he handed me the syringe.

"I just saw some bloke at Liam's doing it "
After that there was silence as he took his belt of and wrapped it around his arm.
He stopped and looked at me
"I love you "

And that was the last thing he said before shooting up and falling backward into a complete daze
"Any good?" I asked
"yeah try it"
I took the belt off of his arm and strapped it around mine.
I pushed the syringe in.
And wow.
I leaned on Pauls shoulder and we both enjoyed our highs. I felt completely disconnected from the rest of the world. It was amazing.
After coming back to myself after a couple hours I fell asleep. I woke up and immediately went for the bag of pills. I shook Paul awake .
"take some pills with me?" I asked

He did. We were so high.
It was 2:30 am and we were still awake smoking this, swallowing that. We weren't gonna stop now.
"Paul?" I asked taking the joint he made from his mouth, taking the last puff and putting it out.
"Will you try something with me ? I know you against it but just try it really helps, wait here" I said getting up and going to the bathroom

Pauls P.O.V
She went into the bathroom and came back out with a razor . I was sitting against the headboard so she sat on top of me and then using the razor she cut herself .
We wasn't saying anything just looking into each other's eyes.
"If you die" I said taking the razor from her hand "so will I " and I cut myself in the exact same spot as she did.

"I love you" she said giving me a quick kiss
"I love you too " I said
And we carried this exchange out until our arms were covered in cuts.
I put my hand down her underwear and began to ease inside her. I wanted her right here, right now.

Rita's P.O.V
He slid his hand under my knickers and began moving fast
I moaned in pleasure, this man was everything I wanted.
I reached in our bed side table and pulled out a condom I pulled his pants off and I could see how hard he was.
I pulled his underwear off letting his length free, then I began to slide the condom on.
He put his hands over mine.
"Are you sure you don't want to try this time"
He asked
"Not yet" I said continuing to slide it on
I then sat on top of his length and began to move fast .
"Ahhhhhhh" he moaned in pleasure
I kept going and I felt it coming.
" I'm gonna cum"I said breathing hard
"Not yet" he said thrusting into me fast and hard.
"Oh fuck!" I screamed
"I'm ready!"he said
"FUCK" he moaned

I got off, removed the condom and began to suck.
"BABY! RITA" he moaned
And he cummed in the back of my throat I leaned up and kissed him.
I collapsed on the bed and we both fell asleep. Just like that