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Rita's P.O.V
When I woke up all of the blood on my arms was dry, I got up and took a shower to clean up. I decided to put some proper clothes on, making sure that everything was long sleeved so that I could go to the doctors to book an appointment. For what I didn't know yet.
When I was ready to go and opened the door. Paul was leaning against the door asleep and fell backwards waking up when I opened it.
"Ah my head "he moaned in pain

i didn't feel bad one bit.

"Rita, I'm sorry" he said getting up trying to justify what he did
"I was just ang-"
Before he could finish his sentence I felt his hand on my arm.
"Don't touch me" I said harshly walking past him, down the stairs and out the door.
"Rita" I heard him call after me but I ignored him and carried on.
When I got to the doctors, I went up to reception.
"Hello how may I help you" said the receptionist
"I want to book a check up."

"Okay and when for ?"she asked

Today was Tuesday so....

"Thursday " I said

"Ok your checkup is booked for Thursday at 12:00 pm."

"Great, thank you"
I said walking off.
I didn't want to go back home but there was no where else to go, Paul was due to be at the studio today anyway so he shouldn't be there when I get back.
When I got home, he was there sitiing in the living room, I took my coat off and ignored him

"Rita, you can't just ignore me forever, I love you and I can't lose you I need you. Your carrying my child which makes me love you even more." He said

I loved him so much, I just couldn't stay mad I quickly gave him a hug and squeezed him tightly.
"Never hurt me again" I said burying my face in his shoulder.

"I won't" he said
"So we're having a baby" he said pulling away and looking at me.
"Only if you want" I said staring into his hazel eyes, that always looked to full of sadness.
"We could always you know....... Get ... Umm... Rid of it." Those words were so hard to say

"I want this baby and I want you " he said pulling me into one of the most passionate kisses we'd shared in what felt like forever.

Hey so I feel like the chapters are moving slowly but they r building up to something so stay tuned x

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