She's Broken (Castiel X Reader{Self-harm})

Chapter 10

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-1st Person P.O.V.-
Reader's P.O.V.

   Where did she take me? An old abandoned building, dust scattered amongst the air. This looks like the building on my dreams.

  Amy stepped into view, I trying to stand from the chair I was put in but it was no use. I had been tied down to the chair. I knew Sam and Dean were coming but how long would they be?

  "You two, guard her. If anyone but me so much as breathes in here, kill her." Amy pointed to me before walking from the office. I hadn't noticed she was in here until she spoke. The two men she was talking to walked to their perch behind me.

The room held a wooden desk, covered in dust. The walls were barren, the wall paper was crumbling and falling from the walls. The paintings that once hung from nails were now broken and ripped on the floor. A large window sat by the door, stretching along the wall. It was very hard to see through the glass, dust and dirt blocking the way.

How am I supposed to get out of here? The boys should be on their way but like Cas said, she wants to get at the boys so maybe that's her plan. To draw in the boys and kill them so she can kill Crowley and rule Hell. I can't let the happen, lord knows what she'd do with all that power.

  Amy controlling all of the demons, there would be too many deaths of innocent people.

Bang.

The loud ringing came from outside the door, my heart picking up its pace.

Her plan worked.

The words echoed in my head as the two demon men Amy had left to watch me held a knife to my throat.

  I could feel the sharp edge of the knife push harder into my skin, the warm red blood trickling down my neck. I let out a small whimper of fear, not a fear of death, I have been waiting on death for a while now. I'm scared of where I'd go after death. Would I go to heaven?

  I don't pray too often, the only time I do is to get Cas. But now that he's human, I haven't prayed in what seems like ages.

  Then again, if I went to hell and became a demon I wouldn't have feelings, so I wouldn't be able to feel the pain I'm feeling now.

  Plus, I used to be an angel. That should get me to heaven right?

  The sound of a door busting open ripped me from my thoughts. The door to the office had been kicked down by no one other than Dean. I knew he would come, but that was his greatest mistake since Amy's planning something.

  Without hesitation, Dean shot the two men, the force of the bullet knocking them backwards. The two tried to move forward but couldn't, Devils traps had been carved into the bullets.

  "Where's Cas? Sam?" I managed to choke out.

  "Fighting off the demons." Dean swiftly answered as she rushed to my aid. Dean untied me with the help of his pocket knife.

{I'm not that overly obsessive right now so if he doesn't carry a pocket knife in the show, he does in this fanfic.}

  "Amy, sh-she planned this. It's a trap." I quickly informed him as he finished cutting the ropes from my wrists. I rubbed my wrists as if that would make the small burning sensation dissipate into thin air.

  "Yeah," Dean's gruff voice met my ears, "I know." He spoke just as he drove the knife through the last set of ropes.

  "Thank you for coming." I blurted out, the thanks was necessary. He's saved my ass so many times without a simple thanks from me, same the other way around except he actually thanks me.

  "No problem, can you stand?" He asked, his voice deep and scratchy.

  "Y-Yeah, I think I can." I hesitantly stand, my balance still intact. I wobbly made my way to the door with Dean supporting me, leaving the trapped demons in the room. 

  The door still wide open from Dean's dramatic entry, we stepped through the doorway. Grunts and growls came from all sorts of directions in the abandoned building.

  "Let's just get Cas and Sam so we can go." I mumbled, barely audible to Dean's ears. Dean slid out from underneath me, leaving me to balance without any more of his support.

"C'mon, you're standing better so take this knife and go the the impala." He ordered firmly, but there's no way I'm just going to the impala. I can't just leave them to fall into Amy's trap.

I gave him a small nod before he turned and bolted down the hallway, towards the source of the grunts and growls. He left me alone in this demon infested building that resembles a lot from my nightmares.

  I quietly followed Dean from a distance. I just want to see if Cas and Sam are okay, then I'll go to the Impala.

  Surely, I arrived to Cas and Sam battling with the demons and Amy, standing a safe distance away. She watched the boys fight against her minions. One of those black eyed demons pinned Sam against the wall, a wide smirk planted to his face as he thought he finally got him.

  Though his thought was quickly yanked from him as an abrupt force slammed into his side. Dean had tackled the demon off of Sam. After Dean had almost secured him, he pulled out the first blade and stabbed the demon clean through the chest.

  Amy's breath hitched as she watched Dean kill off her minions one by one with the blade. I smiled at the scene, glad that her plan didn't work out the way she thought it would, did it?

  A deep grunt of struggle met my ears and caught my attention. The sight that met my eyes had me crying out loudly. Castiel had been pinned against the wall, a large blade shoved through his mid-chest. The warm liquid that used to confide inside of his body now oozing out, soaking his shirt and staining his delicate skin.

  I ran to his aid as Dean killed the demon that stabbed my angel before running to kill the rest. Just as he fell to the ground I slid underneath him, holding him in my arms as the tears streamed down my face.

  The color in his crystal blue eyes began to drain. The color of his face being pulled away, leaving his face to be a ghostly white.

  "Cas," I weakly called out, thinking that if some how, some way, my pleads would bring him back to health. But it only got worse as the blood pooled beneath the both of us.

  This is my fault.

 

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