She's Broken (Castiel X Reader{Self-harm})

Chapter 5

(F/N) ~ First Name
(L/N) ~ Last Name

-1st Person P.O.V.-
Readers P.O.V.

The same nightmare as last night went through my head. Though, the more I think about it the man that killed my adoptive dad looked a lot like Castiel. I don't understand why he would be there though, I mean why me? How did he even know I was in trouble?

When I woke up Castiel was no where to be seen so I got up and brushed my teeth. Looking up into the mirror, I sighed. Brushing out my hair before sloppily putting it into a ponytail.

  "(Y/N)! Get ready! We're going on a hunt!" Dean shouted through the door. Oh so now you want me to hunt with you.

   "Okay!" I shouted back before running to my bag that's sprawled out on the floor. I changed into black pants and a black t-shirt. I threw the rest of my clothing back into the bag before walking out of the room, seeing Sam and Dean by the impala.

  "Ready?" Dean mumbled, I nodded before hopping into the backseat. It took Sam and Dean a minute, but they eventually got into the impala.

"Where's Cas at?" I asked, I couldn't help but wonder, plus I was curious about that dream.

"He's in the motel room, I don't want him hunting yet." Dean answered as he pulled out of the parking lot.

  "So what're we hunting?" If they were taking me I might as well know a little more about it.

  "A group of demons that killed a whole family yesterday morning. We think they're hanging out in a near by bar called The Dumplings." Sam explained. Okay, strange name for a bar.

"Okay." Is all I said before Dean parked in front of the bar.

"Be prepared." Dean mumbled before the three of us stepped out of the car. I took a deep breath, taking in the surroundings. The bar was made of brick walls and had a big black sign overhead reading 'The Dumplings'. And of course, the parking lot was practically dead.

Dean opened the trunk, grabbing Ruby's knife. Sam grabbed one of the holy water containers, me being left with a pistol load with bullets that had devil traps carved into them.

"Ready?" Sam asked quietly as we were walking up to the door. Both me and Dean nodded as Sam opened the door. The three of us walked in casually, not knowing if everyone in the bar was a demon. There were several men gathered around the bar, talking to the bar tender. Though when we walked in they were all eyes on us. There were also two women sitting at a table, also staring at us.

"Uh, Dean, Sam. I think they're all demons." I muttered nonchalantly into their ears, and with that they all began walking towards us with black eyes.

"Look who decided to join the party." One of the men with long beards and a beer gut grunted out as he threw a punch at Dean. He dodged, of course. Sam began throwing punches and holy water as Dean began stabbing and punching the demons. Me on the other hand, was having trouble trying to avoid shooting Dean or Sam. I didn't shoot if it would be a close call, only if they were running at me. I've never really fully trusted myself with a gun.

Though when the click of the gun met my ears, I threw the gun aside. Now I just have to trust my fighting skills. One of the demons ran at me, throwing a punch in the process. I ducked and kicked him, he stumbled back into a table.

Dean's P.O.V.

I stabbed the demon in the chest, watching the light of its life flicker out. Just as I turned around another one came up. They just seemed to be spawning, but there had only been three left. One for each of us.

I swung the knife, aiming for his chest but he put his arm up, blocking it. In the process he punched my gut. I let out a groan in pain, but I had to compose myself. I stood up right and threw a punch, landing onto his jaw. When he reacted by grabbing his jaw I took the chance to grab Ruby's knife.

I ran to the knife and quickly picked it up, turning to the demon who was rushing towards me. I lifted the blade and struck down into his chest. Looking over at (Y/N) only to see she wasn't doing to well. I ran over to help but it was too late. A knife had been driven into her gut. The look of fear and almost relief had washed over her as she began to spit up blood.

"No!" I shouted and ran towards the demon, everything seemed to be going in slow motion. I drove Ruby's knife into the demons back as (Y/N) fell to the ground, holding her gut.

"No, no, no!" Sam shouted as he walked away from the dead demon he had just finished with.

"Damnit!" Why hadn't I been there?

***

Me and Sam had taken (Y/N) to the hospital, Cas can't heal her since he's human now. They wouldn't let us see her and it was driving me crazy. It's my  fault she's in there right now. I shouldn't have suggested to let her come. Just then Cas busted through the doors and angrily stomped over to me.

Castiel's P.O.V.

  "Where is she?!" I growled out. I can't believe this. I shouldn't have let her go on that hunt.

  "She's being operated on, Cas. We should be able to see her soon." Sam answered instead of Dean.

  "How soon?" I asked in a hurry. I need to know she's okay. Just as I asked this the doctor walked into the waiting room.

  "Family of (F/N) (L/N)." The doctor announced as Sam and Dean stood. "Come with me." And with that me, Sam, and Dean were steadily following the doctor. Please be okay.

"Is she okay?" Sam asked, I was getting ready to ask but he beat me to it.

"She's in stable condition, for now. She was stabbed right in the lower part of her lung." He explained as he stopped in front of her room. "Now, she won't be awake and won't wake up anytime soon." The doctor had lastly informed us as he opened the door. Dean hesitated before stepping closer to her sleeping figure. Sam stood in awe at the foot of the bed (Y/N) was on. Me on the other hand, I was right next to her, God i feel so useless. If only I had my grace, I could just heal her. Now I have to stand here knowing there's a chance of death. Only a few moments had passed before Dean stomped out of the room, tears filling his eyes.

-*-A/N-*-

  Weird cliff hanger I know. Just been busy and kinda getting writers block but it's okay now.

This is the updated version so if you're coming back to check it out then you're good lol but if you want something to happen just let me know. I was originally planning on Dean or Castiel to sell their soul but I'm not sure if I'll go through with it at this point. Anyways, see ya! :p