She's Broken (Castiel X Reader{Self-harm})

Chapter 14

Thank you so much for reading!! Happy Easter!!🐰🐣

(Y/H/C) = Your Hair Color

-1st Person P.O.V.-
Reader's P.O.V.

  The blade was shoved through my mother's chest. She grunted from the sudden impact, soon looking down at the wound. The color faded from her face, her eyes lost their shine of life. Her body went limp, tears streaming down my face as a scream escaped my throat.

"(Y/N)!" Castiel shouted as he shook me awake. He sat next to me, moving the covers out of the way so I could use him for comfort. "Are you okay?"

"Y-Yeah, I'm fine." I merely replied.

"You sure? You were screaming and look-" he paused as he wiped away a stray tear, "You're even weeping."

"It was only a nightmare." I hadn't noticed the tears that had built up in my eyes. I wiped my eyes, making sure that no more tears would fall at this moment.

"What about?" Castiel asked. I've been meaning to ask him about this anyways.

"My mom, wait, my adoptive human mom and dad." Castiel glanced at the floor as I brought up my adoptive parents. "The night they died, were you there?"

"Yes," he quietly answered.

"And you killed my adoptive dad?" I had to ask, I don't know if I can trust my own mind right now.

"Yes but for reason. He would've killed you." Castiel didn't break the eye contact between us as he spoke.

"Okay, what happened after he died?" My dream, scratch that, nightmare always ends after he killed the demons.

"You were scared and took off when you saw Gabriel. Part of you must've remembered him, he helped you escape some Angels." Castiel narrowed his eyes for a brief moment.

"Oh, okay. Who's he?" I don't remember much of being an angel, really. I haven't tried to remember, I have a lot going on in my head as it is.

"He's a friend, you'll meet him somewhere down the road." A small smile made its way onto Castiel's face.

*~One Week Later~*

   I woke to Castiel's peaceful, sleeping figure. He had an arm around my waist and the other under his pillow. His warm breath fanned across my face, causing a small smile to rise onto my face. Cas came into my room last night saying he was cold so I let him lay next to me. I know he wasn't cold, his room has a heater just like everyone else's.

I slid off the bed, exposing me to the warm air. I had wore shorts and a baggy t-shirt to bed so my legs had been exposed to the air in the room. I quietly tip-toed to the door, stepping out into the hall with out that many squeaks from the door. I almost hadn't noticed Sam walking down the hall.

"Hey, (Y/N)." Sam greeted me with a smile.

  "What're you up this early for?" I asked him quietly, careful to not make that much noise.

"Just headed to the store, low on beer here." Sam shrugged lightly as he finished his reply.

"Okay, well I'll be here." I let a smile creep it's way into my face.

"I won't be long, you know my numbers if you need me." Sam patted my shoulder lightly before walking down the hallway and towards the bunker exit. The door swung open and Sam stepped outside, letting the door swing shut behind him.

  I let out a long sigh as I strode into the large room Sam had jut left. Though a grey rectangle had caught my attention. He left his laptop here,  maybe I could look for a case while he's gone.

I slid into the chair that sat directly in front of Sam's laptop. I brushed some of my (Y/H/C) hair out of my face. I pulled open his laptop as I took a deep breath.

*~*

Five minutes had past and I've found that there have been multiple dead bodies found with sulfur somewhere around the body.

The town called Clayton, not far from here. Maybe an hour or so drive, this hunt doesn't seem that big either. Just another old demon I could take care of on my own.

Shrugging, I decided to pull my hair into a pony tail and get ready. I changed into jeans and a maroon t-shirt with a black jacket. I left a simple note by Cas so when he wakes up he knows I went on a small hunt and that he shouldn't worry about me. I told him it was a demon hunt and that if I needed him I'd call.

*~*One Hour And Thirty Minutes Later*~*

I've been driving Castiel's 1978 Lincoln Continental Mark V for over an hour. I mean I've driven for longer periods of time, but this time it just seems to slip away from me.

I found a cheap motel called The Cozy Cove and settled in room 4. Most of the murders have happened at the near by bar, maybe I should ask around there.

*~*~*~*A/N*~*~*~*

Guys, don't hold me up for the motel names, they're completely made up so if they exist it's a coincidence cause I've never been to Kansas. The only places I've been to are Illinois, Indiana, and Florida. Maybe the states in between Illinois and Florida but I didn't like stay there for more than a few hours.

How was your guys' Easter? Hope you guys had fun! 😊

I'm trying to make time to go back and do the first couple of chapter in 1st Person P.O.V. But don't worry, I'll keep up the 3rd Person P.O.V. in case anyone liked that better. I personally like the 1st Person P.O.V. better.

Question: Lets say all three of the boys died, as in Sam, Dean, and Castiel. You can only bring back one, who would you bring back? 💩

*~*~*UPDATE*~*~*

   I now realize that looking back at the question I see that it was kinda a dumb question since ya'know... This is a Castiel X Reader book.

  Question #2: Out of everyone that's died from season 1 to season 11, who would you bring back?

  Personally, I'd bring Kevin back :)

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