-1st Person P.O.V.-
Reader's P.O.V.
After the deal sealed itself I ran back to the bunker, the impala's roar echoed in my ears. They're on their way back and it won't be long till they get here.
All of my thoughts surrounded the thought of seeing Castiel again, seeing his small smile. The life he held in his crystal blue eyes.
Shoving the bunker door open, I stumbled inside. Sure enough, Castiel stood over the table, his eyes narrowed in confusion.
"Cas," I let it slip as a whisper as my legs carried me down the steps.
"What happened?" Just hearing his voice brought a smile to my face, I coiled my arms around him as I let the tears fall from my eyes.
"You almost died but i made sure you were okay." I quietly replied, letting my tears stain his bloody shirt.
He opened his mouth to question me more but the bunker door opening caught our attention.
"Cas?!" Sam questioned, Dean wasn't with him. He rushed down the metal steps, running towards me and Cas.
I soon felt Sam's arms around both me and Castiel, for the first time in a while, I actually feel safe. Though the memories of the deal soon crushed that.
One year.
"(Y/N), what did you do?" Sam's voice met my ears as he pulled away from me and the angel.
"N-Nothing." I stuttered, sobs of joy for the risen angel threatened to leave my throat.
I didn't let my arms fall, I kept my grip tight around Castiel and my face buried in his chest. Sam didn't ask any further, but I knew he'd ask me about it soon.
"Where's Dean?" I asked quietly, my voice being muffled by Castiel's vessel's chest.
"He took off." Sam paused. "He took off with the blade." His words seemed to rip me from Castiel, forcing me to look up at him with worry.
"You let him take the blade?" I asked, though my words came out more harshly than intended.
"It didn't go down like that, he sent me to get the wood and drove off in the Impala." Sam explained, her eye brows fixed together, full of worry towards his brother.
"But I heard the Impala when I took a step outside, i thought that was you." I asked swiftly.
"He must've driven by." Sam mumbled.
"Well we have to find him!" I stated loudly. Dean was like a brother to me, if anything happened to him I don't know what I'd do.
"Cas, can we uh, can me and (Y/N) talk privately?" Sam questioned Castiel, he's going to ask about the deal, I know he will. But I had to do it, I couldn't let my angel slip through my fingers.
"Yeah, I'll be in the kitchen." Castiel's gravely voice rang out through out the large room. He turned and walked towards the kitchen, his footsteps loud and echoing though the bunker.
"How is he here? He died, (Y/N)." Sam half whispered, anger seeping through his voice.
"I guess spending some time with the Winchesters makes you act like one." I shrugged, I know about all of Dean's deals and Sam's attempted deals. They've given me some information on their father's deal but not much, they don't really talk about him.
"You made a deal didn't you?" Sam raised his voice ever so slightly, letting the anger cloud his mind.
"Monkey see monkey do." I retorted lightly.
"Damnit, (Y/N). We left you alone for ten minutes, ten god damn minutes and you do that." Sam rubbed his eye brows in frustration. "How long?"
I let my eyes fall to the floor, I didn't want to say. He had to go through this with Dean and now me too.
"How long?" He questioned again.
"A year." I stated under my breath, making in inaudible.
"Sorry?" Sam asked, obviously not hearing my answer.
"A year." I stated louder this time, "Same as Dean."
*~*~*~A/N~*~*~*
I know it's REALLY short and I'm sorry! I've been busy.
If you've actually read the author note chapters you would know why.
I have A TON of planning and plotting to do.
I'm going to Vegas with my mom and my father, in my eyes, isn't a very good man.
BUT coincidentally he's going to Vegas the same time I'm going.
It's for APA pool stuff, that's why we're going at the same time so don't ask plz.
THE LAST A/N CHAPTER I DID IS THE Q&A CHAPTER SO IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS GO THERE PLEASE!
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