Beautiful Disaster (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 6

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I walk back to the kitchen and I realized what I had agreed to. I agreed to be his friend, a friend? Are you kidding? How could I? I don't know what it is to his eyes or his hair, that curly hair that I cannot help but find myself being pulled towards his world of magic. He has his own sense of things and you just...you just want it. I sigh to myself and see Adele standing with her arms folded across her chest and her raised eyebrow. She was pissed, and it was a whole new level of pissed. 

"What were you talking to...him about?", she cringed at his mention and I laugh to myself inside of my head, I would be killed by her if I laughed out loud. And trust me, you don't want that. 

I shrug and start to work turning my back to her, I cannot talk her when she is pissed while looking into those piercing eyes, "I thought nobody took his order. So, I wen..." 

"Well, you don't have to care about his order.", she snaps at me before I could even finish. 

I nod and walk inside the kitchen, Adele obviously follows me. 

You're dead. The voices in my head keep me company and I gulp at those thoughts. 

I slip my order into the kitchen and lean over the wall against it. Adele sighs, "I'm just worried, you cannot be around him. He kissed you!" 

"I kissed him back!", I yelled at her. I wasn't mad at Adele, I was still mad at myself for kissing him back. I shouldn't have and now he probably has a lot of ideas in his mind about my feelings towards him. That day burns in the back of my head, every time. I cannot help but think of that day every night before I go to sleep, my days starts with that thought and I still feel his sweetness on my lips. I sighed and slid along the door, sitting myself on the ground. 

Adele pouts and sits next to me, placing her hand over my hand, squeezing it tight, "Shit happens, babe." 

I held my head in my hands and sighed huge, slightly banging my head against the wall behind me, "I cannot stop thinking about it, I shouldn't have done that." 

Jackson walks in and raises his eyebrows at us, looking at us sitting on the floor, "You know, this...", he points to us, "You both...are stupid. You guys know that, right?" 

Adele widens her eyes at him, telling him to go and not piss me off more. I let out a giggle and got off the floor, "Jackass, your old customer is here.", referring to Harry.

"Really? I didn't see him.", Jackson gives me a quick smile. 

"Who's serving him, then?", I raise an eyebrow. 

Louis walks in and shakes his head; I put both my arms on my hips and raised my eyebrow at him. He shrugs, "I had to. He was standing at the door and I had to pick a customer." 

Adele throws her arms in the air, "It had to be him!" 

"Yeah, I mean...Adele's right. Just walk past him, like he isn't there.", Jackson added. 

Adele laughs and they both join in and I just stood there waiting for my brain to respond, waiting for it to tell me why wasn't I laughing with them?  

Because it isn't funny. The voice inside of my head answers my questions. 

I just want to argue with that voice, asking it why it wasn't funny. It was hilarious. They kept passing stupid remarks about how irritating, and stupid he was and I could do was furrow my brows waiting for them to shut up, every single one of them. But they didn't.