Beautiful Disaster (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 47

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The thoughts come rushing to my mind when I think about Connor. He might actually be totally pissed off someday with my futile behaviour at the diner and I possibly will lose my job, who knows. Harry glances at me and sighs, "Did you change your mind?" 

I'm suddenly snapped back to reality and quickly look at him, his eyes are narrowed and he's watching the road, his lips in a thin line. I gulp, "No. Of course, not!"  

I don't understand why he underestimates himself so much. He's worthy of the love he gets.  

"What are you thinking about then?", he's nervous. I smile to myself. 

"About Connor firing me off.", I shrug. 

Harry lets out a chuckle and it is the most beautiful sound ever, "He will not. You're the only deserving employee he has." 

I gasp, "He does not! Adele is pretty hard working too, you know. So is Jackass. Oh and you don't want me to start about Louis, he's such an angel." 

Harry's knuckles are suddenly turning white and I realise he has been holding the steering quite tightly, is he jealous? Mad, maybe? 

He pulls over the car in the parking area and I get out of it, without uttering a single word. I don't want an argument and Mad Harry is just not one of my favorites.  

I walk towards the diner and I hope for him to call out for me, or maybe ask for a kiss but all I hear is the car flying off back on the road. I sigh inside my head; guess I will never ever get to know Harry completely.  

The place is jam-packed and I'm fried. I escape right into the kitchen and Louis sighs, "Bad night?" 

And I'm back to the beautiful morning, sure it started out heavy but it ended so well. It ended with a beautiful new beginning. I smile to myself and shake my head, "I had to drop my mom off at the airport and then I realised I got drunk last night with Jackson and Adele. So, I slept the night with my uniform on-" 

"I told them to stop you.", he interrupts me. I raise an eyebrow, "Oh yeah, you were there too!", the words leave my mouth way too early and I realise my need to put a filter up there. 

"Yes Rebecca, I was.", his voice is cold, I gulp and he walks out of the kitchen.  

I feel extremely guilty and very embarrassed when it comes to this perfect man. My heart chose Harry and I don't, I will never regret that decision. Harry and I started out rough but we're getting there. 

Sure. My subconscious mocks me and I'm taken back to the fury that he had in his eyes this morning in the car.  

Louis is so perfect and for some reason I just can't get myself to think that I might be a perfect match for him because I know I'm not. He's the kind of guy mothers would approve of, he's the kind of guy who will get you flowers on your anniversaries but reality has been different for me, I found the one in Harry and no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get over my feelings for this man.