Septiplier One Shots

Dont think about it too much (sad)

[This story is from Mark's POV]
{Basic story: Mark and Jack have a break up and Mark can't get over it.}
It's been almost 3 fucking months. I'm still not over this? Jack broke up with me on November 15th. How long will this take? How long until I can actually go at least a day without thinking about him or the break up? This is tearing me apart. Jack is over it. I can tell. He's been banging on his new girlfriend, Singe. Jack was the only reason I hadn't killed myself. I tried telling him that so many times but he would always change the subject after I said it. Either that or it's just "okay".
I tend to overthink things way too much. But me and Jack were friends for a while after our break up. But one day, he just, changed. He randomly started giving me dirty looks and hasn't talked to me since. He knew that I didn't like myself and that I had some depression but he never seemed to care. I guess he thought what he saw on the outside was the same as the inside. I regularly check his Instagram. Captions of the two of the will say "the love of my life" or "I love her more than I love myself". I don't think he's aware of how much this hurts me. It feels like I'm being shot in the stomach every time he shoots me a dirty look, or walks fast when around me to get away from me, or posting pictures of him and singe together.
I need to not think about it. I'm starting to cry. That's it. I can't do this anymore...
-AN-
Sorry again if this was boring. I tried to kind of base it off something I've been going through lately. And I'm not dissing Jack or Singe in this. I'm just applying them into this form. Thank you xx