Dance of Life

Love, Your Father.

Dear my child,

Even now I can see you are afraid to write. To open your heart once more and let the words flow out like you use to. I know your fears. Afraid to go back to writing things that had no meaning, no life but you have a gift. I, your Father, gave this gift to you and want you to use it for my glory. I know sometimes you ask yourself "Why for his glory?" but you have to understand that it is good for you. You start living again. You start showing people the hope I gave to you and most importantly the chains of the enemy holds you no more. I know your heart and at times you find yourself doubting that. You seem to understand me one moment then next you're trying to analyse me but you can't. That isn't a bad thing. No one can fully understand me. Not until I come to get you and take away sin once and for are and trust me my beautiful child-that day is near. You're breathing is shaking and your hands are afraid to go on but don't stop. I am with you and I have many things to say. Stop trying to "have it all together" because you don't. You like anime, you enjoy writing many things and drawing is something you love tampering in. You're always asking "What am I supposed to do" and for you it is hard but it is very simple. Live for me. Love like I love you. Sacrifice how I sacrificed for you. Do not hold hate in your heart for hate will only hurt you and lash out to others. Love your flaws and keep pressing on. Don't listen to those lies in your head for they are making you sick. Don't let fear and doubt stop you from using your gifts. If you are confused, come to me and ask and I will give graciously. I may not answer right that second or as soon as you want me to but that's not because I'm being mean. I want you to think of me and learn patience for you are impatient. I want you to grow more maturely and persevere to keep running this race. Don't lose heart. I am with you every step of the way. You may not feel me but I am here, never forget that! And never doubt my love for you or let the enemy make you question my existence! All things were created through me! All things are possible through me! You are loved, haven't I shown you that! It hurts seeing you torture yourself...my Son already suffered for you. Live life the way I want you too for my ways are good and righteous. Enjoy the little things I give to you for in the end they mean a lot because I gave them in love. Smile genuinely and laugh heartily. Speak truth to others who are lost and have a heart to those who have none but always, ALWAYS, remember that I. AM. WITH. YOU. Always put me first my Child and be confident in me because I will take you far. I have plans for you Candy and my plans will make us closer. 

Love,
Your Father
GOD.