Persuade ― Kim Jongdae

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"I'm giving up Jongdae. I just don't want to hang on anymore."

"Is it because they're giving you that much bullshit?"

"Not because of the amount of bullshit, just I can't stand it listening to their screeching voices making my heart burn. They just want me to tick off but I don't want to do it."

"I don't want to look weak. But then again, I am weak. Because I can't even hold on any longer."

"What makes you happy?"

"Nothing. I hate everything because everyone condemns everything I love."

"What makes you feel better?"

"Right now, I can't think up of anything."

Jongdae hugged her and sang her a soft lullaby. A song that she loved a lot back then, a song that used to gave her comfort. Just hearing his angelic voice singing it for her, and having him remember that she once told him how much she felt connected with that song, she began to shed the tears that she kept inside.

"You know, crying has never seemed to be seen as a weakness in my world. And you can cry in my arms all you want."