ETHANS POV
I watched as she slept like a baby. I had gotten up about 10 minutes ago but she was wrapped in my arms and I didn't want to disturb her.
I decided to fall back asleep.
GRAYSONS POV
I didn't sleep at all last night. My beautiful wife went to my brother instead of me yesterday. She seems so blinded by him. He probably tricked her into sex last night.
UGH.
Thinking of this made me mad.
I smashed a vase and fell to my knees on the floor.
I don't want her to go. I wanted me and her to have a happy life, have kids, go through the drama of being a parent, grow old together. But no I fucked that up.
I get up and I throw a glass at the wall. I hold my hands to my head and slowly go through my hair. How could I be such a fuck up? She never did anything wrong. It was all me. Me. I screwed up our perfect relationship.
I smashed more and more glass items and sat in the corner of the living room looking at my bloody hands from where the glass cut them. I pull my knees to my chest and crops my arms and cry because I'll never be able to fix what me and Vic had.
6 months ago we were the type of couple to go anywhere and do whatever we want and be happy without a care in the world. That was until she got her wedding photographer job. She always had to travel because of the amazing photos she could take. I came down with a minor depression because she would always be gone and all I thought to ease the pain was revenge. I would hookup with random girls and never talk to this again. Vic didn't know about this until about 3 months ago when I told her. When she found out she would give me little lectures when I came home at 2 am and I'd get fed up with them and I guess my attitude changed and I turned into some dick.
I feel so bad for all the wrongs I've been doing her. I wish I could turn back time to the good old days when we were both happy to be together and nothing ever bothered us.
I can't imagine my life without Vic. I've loved her since I was 18. Everyday I would hope to see her in class at (made up name) Kol Amerson University. She made me feel like I could be myself. I didn't give a single shit about what someone thought of me.
Then she met Ethan. Ethan acted all sweet in front of her but when she left it was hell all over again. She was in love with me and not Ethan.
Bringing his name up again brought me back to the current day events.
I flipped over my mini coffee table and sat on the couch.
I need to take a nap but I want it to happen asap.
I go into the kitchen and grab two sleeping pills and take them with some water.
I go lay down with a blanket and pillow on the couch and shorty fall asleep.
(A/N: it's so hard to keep my eyes open omg)
