(SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING MY LOVES!! I honestly forgot because I got caught up in editing and reading but I'm going to try to be more active I love you all!)
GRAYSONS POV
Ethan said I was in for a big storm coming.
What did he mean by that??
I went to my bathroom and shaved the stubble off of my face. It's a habit. Vic says it looks handsome but I don't think so. I really miss her. I hate being so far away from her. Yeah sure it happened like once a month but this time it was different. This time she hates me and my brother is bathing in glory.
I looked at myself in the mirror and saw I had bags under my eyes and my eyes were sorta red.
I couldn't look at myself. I was so broken. How could I let this happen.
I got mad and punched the mirror, breaking it.
I sure as hell have broken a lot of stuff in this house. (True dat)
My knuckles were bleeding and I slid down the side of the cabinets. What have I become? I need to get my life back on track. No more going out late at night with the guys. No more hookups. No more anything that effected my marriage with Vic.
I grab my phone and try calling Vic. It goes straight to voicemail and I decide to leave her one.
"Vic, I feel like such an asshole for what I've put you through, you don't deserve any of this, I love you so fucking much and I don't want to lose you. You're the person that makes me happy. You make me laugh. You make me feel special. Vic...the reason for my actions are because I'm lonely okay? Whenever you have to go on your trips I feel lonely at home just sitting here waiting for you. I never even told you that I came down with depression because you weren't around at the time to know...I didn't know what to do. I started drinking which led to hookups and my attitude was horrible towards you. I just want you to know that I love you more than anything in the world. Hopefully you listen to this. I hope you come home and talk to me and not be upset with me. Once again...Vic I love you." I end the voicemail and put my phone down. Tears were coming down my face at fast speed. I wipe my tears away. Vic doesn't like it when I cry.
I run my fingers through my hair and get off the floor.
I head downstairs and go into the hallway closet to get a broom and such to clean up the mess I made a few days back in the living room.
2 HOURS LATER
VICS POV
I walked out of the bathroom with a presentable dress and heels on with my hair curled. I walked over to my bed and grabbed my phone seeing I had a voicemail from Gray. I'll listen to that later. I put my phone in my purse.
"Going so quickly?" Ethan said as I was about to walk out the door.
"Yes I wanna go ahead and get this over with." I say and walk out the hotel room.
(After wedding pic planning type shit)
I walked back into the hotel room and noticed Ethan was in my bed. It was around 9 pm and he was knocked out. I shook Ethan and he woke up.
"WHAT THEYDJDJW- oh hey Vic." He said sitting up.
"What the hell are you doing in my bed?" I ask laughing.
"Oh I must've slept walked over here." He said getting out of the bed and going to his.
I go into the bathroom and change into some pjs and walk back into the room. I put my headphones in and listened to Grays voicemail.
(After voicemail)
Gray sounded so hurt and I could tell he was telling the truth because he started to cry. His voicemail touched my heart and I felt like crying. My love was depressed because I'm never there. Or at least I think that's it. I can't hear nor see him like this. I need to find out what's truly wrong. When this trip is over I'm heading straight for Gray.
I open my messages app and go to Grays.
I text him "I love you Gray." and take out my headphones and lock my phone.
I put it on charge and say it on the nightstand.
I pull the covers over me and soon fall asleep.
