forbidden crush

Make Up Your Mind

After what happened I was up most of the night thinking of who should I be with. I was stuck, so I just decided to make a list of pros and cons between Nate and Cobe and I have more cons with Nate the biggest one losing Mariahs friendship. And with Cobe I just couldn't find anything I tried to think if cons but I just couldn't really. After an hour of thinking I finally made my decision. I'm go to follow my heart.

At school

I need to find Nate and Cobe so I can tell them my decision.

I see Cobe step out of his moms car

Ash: HEY COBE

I can see him smile a little well running towards me

Cobe: hey ash look about yesterday I just want to say -

Ash: I forgive you and I wanted to talk about yesterday too.

Cobe: OK

Ash: after your and Nates fight I ran home and thought about who I wanted to be with

Cobe: and who did u decide to be with
Ash: well I chose...

Nate: hey ash...

Nate ran up to Ash and Cobe giving him a dirty look

Nate: what's going on

Cobe: Ash was just about to tell me who she chose to be with

Nate: oh

Ash: yeah and I'm actually glad your here too

Both Nate and Cobe look at me with confused looks

Ash: OK so as I was saying I chose...... No one

They both looked at each other with confused and angry face then back at Ash

Ash: are you guys going to say something

Cobe: what do u mean you chose no one aren't we going out

Ash: we were yes, but i thought about it and I need time. I was thinking that I can't be your girlfriend if I have feelings Nate at the same time thats unfair to you, Nate and me

Cobe: oh I see. Whatever I have to get to class

Ash: come on Cobe I still would love for us to still be friends

Cobe: I don't know I would have to think about

Ash: (sign while turning to face Nate) really, I guess your frustrated too huh?

Nate: did you mean it

Ash: mean what

Nate: when you said you liked me

I paused to think about what I said earlier and I did say that didn't I

Ash: yeah I guess I did

Nate: so does that mean we have a chance. (He says while blushing with a big smirk on his face)

Ash: anythings possibly but again I have to think about it

Nate: hey take as much time you need as long as I got a chance I'm happy

Ash: (laughs) at least your not mad at me

The bell rings to go to class.

Nate: I'll see you later

Ash: yeah

As the day went by it was hard to talk to Cobe because everytime I tried to he would just ignore me or walk away. after the Fifth trying to get him to talk to me I gave up and wait until tomorrow so that he could cool down. But with Nate every time we saw each other he would smirk at me which made me laugh, so at least me and him are still cool.

After school

While I was waiting for my mom to pick me up I notice Mariah about to walk home. I haven't talked or seen her all day and I thought it was just right to talk to her.

Ash: hey.. Mariah *walking up slowly to her*

Mariah: *turns around and sees Ash* oh hey Ash (she says with the a small smile on her face)

Ash: hey I just came over to talk to you to see if you and me are still cool

Marian: I well after that mess yesterday I did some thinking -

Well dang I guess everyone was thinking yesterday huh

Mariah: I was thinking that it's not your fault that Nate started developing feelings for you, so I guess I can't be mad at you

Ash: so does this mean we're still friends

Mariah: YEAH (runs into a hug)

I was not going to tell her that I have some feelings for Nate when we just became friends again. That wouldn't be right, and shes probably still upset with Nate. We hug each other for few more seconds and said our good byes while I jumped into my moms car

At home

I was in my room doing homework when I suddenly though about Cobe I can tell his really hurt but it would hurt more if he found out I was dating him and had feels for Nate...wait I have feels for Nate more than Cobe... O.M.G I think I just solved my own problem.