Emotions (g.d)

14

He didn't say anything. He just smiled.

We watched the rest of the movie and went to bed.

The next morning:

I woke up early and I didn't want him to wake up. I went downstairs and prepared myself a quick breakfast.

Yeah,I prepared myself breakfast in his house. That's how comfortable I was in his house.

I pressed some fresh orange juice and made a sandwich and since I was doing it for me, I did it for him as well. I left a note "I made you breakfast. It's in the fridge. I hope you like it. I love you and have a good day babe!" and I left.

Once I arrived home I texted Stella to come to my place because some crazy things had happened yesterday.

She came a few minutes later and I told her what happened with Gray yesterday. I thought she was gonna be shocked like I was, but she was actually pumped and started jumping over excitement.

"OMFG!YOU GOT FREAKY WITH GRAY AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME EARLIER?! OMG, I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!", she said screaming.

"Calm down! We didn't do anything...inappropriate..."

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? Anyways, I'm not gonna discuss with you what is and isn't inappropriate. What about your feelings for him?", she asked sounding concerned .

"I don't know... I really like him. I mean I love him. But as you can imagine, this only made my feelings stronger for him. Before this , I wanted him to be my boyfriend and do the cute things we do now and kiss and stuff. But now? After this I've been having unholy thoughts about him... If you know what I mean...".

"No,I don't know what you mean. Explain."

She knew what I meant. She just wanted me to say it out loud.

I sighed and started saying everything I had in mind:

"I want to hold his face and kiss him hard. Bite his lips. Look into his beautiful eyes and penetrate into his soul. I want to leave hickeys on his neck and chest and everywhere he can have hickeys. I don't want to leave one spot on his body unkissed. I want him to moan my name while I make him feel good. I want him to fuck me so hard that I can't walk for days."

"Wow,calm down mommy", she said, not knowing I had these dirty thoughts.

"Girl,I didn't even tell you the worst. Compared to other things I want him to do to me, this isn't anything."

"You know what I think? I think you should ask him a "favor"too".

"I can't do that. I don't have the courage to. And anyways, what would I ask him?"

"Just don't ask. Just go to his house and do whatever you want with him. I don't think he will mind".

She was right. I want him so bad. I crave him so bad. I wasn't gonna think about it twice. I'll just wing it. And after saying those thoughts out loud, I got really pumped so this was the perfect timing.

"I'm going to do that. Thanks for the advice", I said hugging her.

"If you have sex with him, tell me immediately. Don't wait as long as you did this time!", she said.

"I won't have sex with him. I just want to go to his house and tease him. I want him to beg for me. I want him to desire me as much as I desire him."

After that talk, she went home and I decided I was gonna go over Gray's later that night.

Next chapter, is gonna be sensual again! Get ready!