Emotions (g.d)

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Me: I'm sorry I didn't reply earlier. I was helping Stella out. But about the thing you said, no. It's very far from healing. You kissed me pretty hard. Look at this:

 I sent him a pic of the marks he left on me. I also made sure to show a little cleavage to tease him.

A few minutes later:

Grayson: You think I kissed you hard? I was pretty gentle, to be honest. Wait until I do it roughly...

Grayson: Btw, your boobs look perky today...

I knew he would say something about my boobs.

Me: I really can't wait... and thank you. I'm sure you are masturbating because of that picture aren't you?

I need to calm down.

Grayson: I am actually... Wanna see?

Really? I was just joking...

Me: Sure...

Grayson:

Grayson: Wait, you didn't think I was gonna send you a dick pic, did you?

I actually did.

Grayson: C'mon, you know I'm not that type of guy.

Grayson: Haha, I'm sure you thought I was gonna show you my dick.

I thought he was gonna send me a video to proof to me that he was jacking off.

Grayson: When you see my dick, I want you to see it in person. I want you to admire it before it goes inside of you...

Me: Oh really?

Is this the start of sexting?

Grayson: Yeah, you know what else I want you to do? Or what we will do?

Me: No... But I'm sure you're about to tell me...

Grayson: No, I'm not. You're gonna find it out by yourself.

Me: Okay... I can' wait.

I locked the screen of my phone and started watching a movie. I couldn't stop thinking about the things me and him have been doing.

I should probably tell him how I feel about him. Maybe in the weekend when we'll hang out at the house.

When I started to dose off, I heard my phone buzzing.

Grayson: Since it's already 3 am, I suppose you'll see this message in the morning and smile at your phone when you wake up and read it. So here it goes:
I know this is random... but I really can't stop thinking about how lucky I am to have you in my life. You are such a sweet and caring person. You truly make me a better and happier person. I always have a smile on my face when I see you dance or when you tell me a silly joke. I love spending time with you. I love the memories we have shared together and I can't wait to share endless more with you. I could spend limitless time with you without ever getting bored. No matter if it's laying down on the couch and arguing over what movie we are gonna watch next or if it's eating food and making a contest on who can burp louder. I love looking at you when you're focusing on something. I love seing you smile when I tell you something funny. I just absolutely love being in your presence and I never want you to leave me. 

Grayson: I know it's was so cheesy and you know that's not my type. But I don't tell you enough how much you mean to me and I thought I would remember you how important and special you are. Okay I think I told you everything I needed. Good morning and I love you.

I read the message and I had a huge smile on my face.

He's so sweet.

For this reason and many others reasons I am in love with him. It's impossible not to fall in love with him.

A few minutes later, I heard Stella come in. She had the biggest smile on her face. I haven't seen her this happy since she was talking to that guy Dominic.

She told me how the date went and to be honest I was pretty jealous. Daniel sounds like a sweetheart.

I am genuinely happy for her.

I figured I should show her the message Gray send me or else she would be pissed.

"Do you realize what this means?", she said seriously.

"That he's a good friend? I don't know what this means. Tell me!"

"You are so dumb. He's in love with you. Don't you get it?"

"No, he's not. Are you out of your mind? Just because he's being sweet it doesn't mean he's in love with me."

"I'm telling you. He is in love with you. You don't get a text like this from a guy that isn't in love with you..."

"Bullshit, Stella. It makes no sense what you're saying. I think you need to sleep."

"We'll see who's right in the near future..."

We went to bed and I couldn't stop thinking about what she said.

Could he actually be in love with me?