She's Not Afraid

Chapter 11

***Next Day Niall's pov***

I woke up on the couch with a persistant headache.The rest of the lads were still sleeping and a realization had finally occured to me.I was in nothing but a pair of boxers and there was a bottle of alcohol in my right hand.I didnt remember anything from last night which confused me.I could usually get something out of my hangover rememberings.I thought about it for a while before I heard a soft moan coming from the corner of the room.It took some strength,but I pulled myself up from the couch and went to investigate the sound.I noticed someone was curled up in the fetal position clutching their head.

"Are you alright?" I asked crouching next to them.At that moment I realized that the person was Drew."Oh God.Drew what happened?" I asked trying to pick her up.

"You dont remember!" Drew half-yelled.

"No,last night is kind of a blur." I admitted rubbing the back of my neck.

"Im sure you would have at least remembered raping me along side your mates." Drew spat standing up shakily.

"What?" I asked confused.

"You heard me.Now please go away,I dont want to see your face anymore." Drew pleaded.

"But I,Im sorry.Drew please!" I yelled letting go of the tears I had been holding in.

"I dont care Niall!What's done is done and thats it!" Drew yelled back as she stood up."Dont ever speak to me again."

After that she bolted upstairs leaving me in a daze.I crouched there for a second hoping that this was all a dream.Someone behind me spoke up causing me to whirl around to face them so quickly I thought I had given myself whiplash.

"What was that?" I asked.

"I said 'why do you look so sad'?" Harry repeated.

"Its Drew.She thinks I raped her last night." I breathed.

"You did,all of you did." Harry replied.

"What about you?" I asked confused.

"I didnt touch her except to pull her away from you." Harry spat.

"Youre lieing!" I yelled angrily.

"Am not and if she werent hating your guts right now,you could ask Drew as well." Harry said softly.

"I cant believe I did this." I whimpered burying my face in my hands.

"Well believe it." Harry retorted.

"Shut up Harry,she hates you just as much as me!" I yelled.

"Im almost positive she hates you more than me after last night." Harry said calmly.

"Rot in hell you bastard." I spat.

"Cant wait to see you there." Harry sang as he retreated upstairs.

"God what have I done?" I whispered to myself.

"You fucked up thats what you did." someone replied.

"Who the hell?" I asked looking up.

Liam was standing above me with a smirk on his face."Im playing God.Am I doing a good job?"

"Very funny Liam." I joked standing up.

"Had a little fight with Harry did you?" Liam asked.

"Yeah but it doesnt matter." I said starting towards the stairs.

"If you say so Niall." Liam said shrugging his shoulders.

I watched him disappear into the kitchen before making my way upstairs.Just as I got to the last step I saw Harry slip into Drew's room.

***Drew's pov***

"Im sorry about last night." Harry said closing the door.

"Its fine I just wish Niall hadnt done it." I mumbled.

"I wish I could have stopped them." Harry said sitting next to me.

"Well whats done is done and the bastards can rot in hell for all I care." I spat hugging my pillow tighter.

"Dont say what you dont mean." Harry replied giving me a look.

"Well what I say is what I mean and if I didnt mean it I wouldnt say it." I retorted."Wow that was really confusing."

"Youre telling me." Harry said with wide eyes.

"Thank you Harry." I said smiling weakly.

"For what?" Harry asked cocking his head to one side.

"Being here when no one else could be." I replied.

"No problem Drewby." Harry said smirking.

"Drewby.Really Harry?" I joked.

"Yeah,so what its a nickname.And Ill have you know that I think its adorable." Harry said poining a finger at me.

"Alrighty then Hazza." I giggled.

"Really?" Harry asked.

"Yup,its adorable and your argument is invalid!" I yelled jokingly.

"You want to know something?" Harry asked suddenly serious.

"Whats that?" I asked smiling.

"I think I might be falling in love with you." Harry replied truthfully.

"How do you know its really love?" I asked after a moment of silence.

"Thats just it,I dont know if it is.Maybe because you really cant define love,so its hard to tell if it really is love that youre feeling." Harry explained.

"I think youre right." I breathed.

"So if it really is love,would you let me kiss you right now?" Harry asked suddenly.

"I think that is a fantastic idea." I replied leaning in.

Harry smiled as he leaned forward cupping my cheek in his hand.As our lips conected,sparks,no bombs went off and I couldnt help but smile into the kiss.I could tell Harry felt them too because soon he was smiling as well.After a few moments we pulled back for air.

"Wow." I huffed breathlessly.

"Damn." Harry replied breathing heavily.

I stared at Harry as he laid back on the bed with a huge smile plastered on his face.I leaned back as well and set my head on his chest.And you know what?I think Harry was right.I dont think you can really define love.Whatever love may be.Im almost one hundred percent positive that this is it....and I like it.