She's Not Afraid

Chapter 23

***Next morning***

Soft fur tickled my nose and something licked me.

"The hell?" I muttered opening my sleepy eyes.

I smiled at the sight of an innocent-looking Winter sitting in front of my face.

"What is it Love?" Harry mumbled sleepily.

"It was just the cat." I chuckled wiggling out of his arms

"Aww.Where you going?" Harry whined looking up at me with puppy eyes.

"To get him some food." I replied pointing to Winter.

"He can wait." Harry huffed sitting up.

"Oh really now?" I asked raising a single eybrow.

"Yeah." Harry smiled pulling me down onto his lap."I love you."

"I love you too." I replied truthfully, holding Harry's arms which were wrapped tightly around me.

"Dont leave me." Harry whisper-whined.

"Then come with me." I whispered.

"Ugh.Fine!" Harry huffed standing up with me still in his arms.

"You know you can let me go right?" I chuckled.

"Yeah,but I dont want to." Harry smirked.

"Its going to be kind of difficult walking downstairs like this,you do realize this?" I questioned raising my eyebrows.

"Fine." Harry groaned letting go of me.

I smiled and turned around cupping his face in my hands.Harry smirked with realization of what I was doing. His lips rushed to meet mine in a passionate,yet rough,kiss.I smiled into the kiss as our lips moved in perfect syncronization.

"Umm." someone said from the door.

I pulled away seeing Niall in the doorway rubbing the back of his neck nervously.

"Sorry." I muttered stepping away from Harry.

"You need something?" Harry asked impatiently.

"Uh,I need to talk to Drew." Niall replied.

"Whatever." Harry huffed pushing past Niall to get out of the room.

"Why do like him,he's suck an ass." Niall asked scrunching up his nose.

"Im pretty sure you didnt come here to talk about Harry." I replied.

"Youre right,I came to talk about you." Niall said seriously.

"What about me?" I asked confused.

"Are you alright?Like really alright,no lieing." Niall asked looking directly into my eyes.

"Im fine,why?" I lied.

"The truth please." Niall demanded.

"I said Im fine!" I repeated fiercely.

"Clearly you arent.I just want to help." Niall sighed.

"Seriously Niall,I feel sick to my stomach constantly.I cant stand being around anyone.The only reason I actually talk to you guys is so you dont think I hate you.Im dead inside Niall, dead." I explained quickly as a steady stream of tears fell down my face.

"Im sorry,this is all my fault." Niall whispered pulling me in for a hug.

"Wh-what do you mean?" I stuttered looking up at him.

"If it werent for me,you wouldnt be acting like this right now.I mean,lets be real here,we all know its mine weather I like it or not." Niall explained looking down at my stomach.

"No,Niall,it isnt your fault.You were drunk,you didnt know what you were doing." I rushed trying to make him feel better.

"Stop trying to act like this isnt my fault because it is and it always has been!If I hadnt wanted to have a little fun by kidnapping some random girl, this would have never happened and you would still be in Boston where you belong!" Niall yelled.

"What?" I asked in disbelief.

"Oh my,Drew,Im so sorry.I shouldnt have said that.Please-"

"No I understand.This was all a fucking game to you.Just have a little fun by ruining some random girl's life!" I yelled angrily.

"Drew,Im really sorry.It was never supposed to go this far." Niall pleaded.

"Then how far Niall?How fucking far!" I yelled.

"I dont know but it wasnt supposed to be like this." Niall sighed.

"You know what?Fuck you!Rot in fucking hell!" I yelled running downstairs.

I turned the corner into the kitchen and slammed into Harry who caught me before I could fall.By now the tears had a steady flow running down my cheeks and I made no attempt at stopping them.

" Drew,whats wrong?" Harry asked frantically.

"N-Niall-"

"What about Niall?" Harry asked cutting me off.

"H-he s-said this was a-all a g-game." I said through the tears.

"What was all a game?" Harry asked confused.

"Kidnapping m-me w-was just f-for f-fun." I replied, looking up at him silently hoping it was a lie.

"Im sorry." Harry said looking away.

"W-wait so h-he was t-telling the t-truth?" I questioned nervously.

"For them,it was just for fun.I swear it,I never wanted to do this." Harry answered looking me straight in the eyes.

"I-I just dont know what to believe anymore." I replied looking down.

" Ok,I understand." Harry frowned walking away.

I watched as he faced the wall and placed his fists on either side of his head on the wall.Before I knew what was happening,Harry yelled a few choice words and punched the wall with his right hand,leaving a nice sized hole.I stared in disbelief as Harry held his now bloody hand to his chest and walked out of the kitchen.

"Great." I muttered sarcastically.